Starting of my Last semester in UKM..

Officially started my last semester in UKM.
and Obviously I came back 1 week after the uni reopen.. and I am glad that I made that decision too..
Reason being of skipping the 1st week class is that I been to Korea for Vacation!
Korea is so nice and beautiful, kinda lots of impact I gain through this trip as well.
Going to share on next post ba, too much to share about Korea and this post not going to fit anyway..

I cant believe that I spend half of my day outside of my room today since there's no class, no tutorial.
After meeting up with fellow TMers, surprisingly I din went back room but instead, I choose to be in library.

And here I am.. Blogging this almost die blog..

If you still remember, I mentioned that I thought of deleting this blog, but in the end, I din do so..
Still continue blogging in a lazy manner.. XD

OK.. STOP talking non-sense already!!!!
Back to the title of this blog!!

Yes, as stated, this going to be my very last semester in UKM as a degree undergraduate
I dunno what shall I use to describe my feeling but is more to a mixture of lots of feelings.
I feel glad that I am already in my last semester and thanks GOD that I din ruin my results after taking up position as a Vice President of Talent Management in AIESEC UKM.
I am happy that I going to graduate soon and no longer restricted to all the stupid rules and regulation of Uni.
I am a bit worried on my thesis as not much time left for me and I need to rush already!
I am sad as well when thinking of we will be separated to different part of Malaysia, even World after our graduation.

No matter how, the main point over here is that time passed like light, you don't even realize it passed.
What I can do now is to cherish and stay happy and satisfied every single moment I have for this last semester!

I can't wait to see all my friends, Psykid and AIESEC mates already.. But of course, not my dearest lecturers! >_____<

Next on will try to blog on my Korea journey, if not blog, at least will post some of the photos over here!
See Ya ^^

开工咯！

经过漫长的两个礼拜假期

又是时候开工啦！

开工加油~

一定势必要成功！！

**

*人生中不乏各种色彩，最终还是看自己钟情于哪一种*

是名言吗？哈哈 *傻笑*

是我自创的名言！！

我的人生曾经有过漆黑、灰暗

但同时它也曾经有过泛光、五彩的时候

说到底，这终究是种选择

我们选择不了要面对的事情

可是我们可以选择面对的心态

所以说

人生不乏各种色彩，但关键在于你钟情于哪一种~

=)

大家，休息完毕，要开工咯~

我最不喜欢的一种人

天，现在在姐姐家

用着原本很快的宽频

怎知道 那无赖的姐妹花回来后

我连Email都开不到

真的很不喜欢！！！

*

其实我不想在这里骂人

不想把我自己的部落格弄脏

但我真的觉得她们欺人太甚了

同样是住在一屋檐下

为什么我们要做完所有的家事

为什么她们好像什么都不用做

每天翘起脚，屁股就黏在那

永无止尽的看PPS

一样的费用3个人给

房租确实给最少但却又霸占最大的房间

每天清晨在别人还在睡梦中时

老是开灯关灯，让明明还在睡的我硬生生的弄醒

这还不用紧

她妹妹也过来住，

什么都没有给

至少每次我到姐姐家住的时候会补贴些钱

当做是我用的电水费等等

*

他们真的当这里是旅馆吗？

而且还是抵到烂的旅馆，

用最便宜的价钱就可以用尽所有东西

且还不用付出任何东西

电费水费不用他们缴

煤气用完不用他们order

家事没有一样她们做

看到我们当透明、绝对的没礼貌

我不是长期跟她们同一屋檐下

但我都忍无可忍了

天啊，这世界到底是怎么了？

好讨人厌哦！！

过分！！

姐姐不说不代表没感觉

看在朋友一场，硬是压下而已

天啊！希望这噩梦赶快离去吧！

我的假期快结束了..

懒了两个星期

我的假期就快要结束了

过了两个星期懒人的生活

有点不适应要重新开始的感觉

最近我都很闲空

每天窝在家里当宅女

下午陪妈妈出街办货

日子就这样过的

一个字形容，懒！！！

*

这个假期感慨也蛮多的

不想在这写下

免得引起不必要的麻烦

总之，就是一言难尽啦！

算啦，别再说这话题了~

改天得空我再更新部落格吧！

如果我可以看到过去、预见未来

这几天重温了古灵的《心电感应》系列，

小说讲述拥有令人又爱又恨的天赋

“我的右手能预见未来，而我的左手看得见过去”

毫无意外的，我又迷上了它..

*

从小，我就是一个爱算命、爱占卜的小鬼

从生命数字、塔罗牌、到八卦占卜

我都曾经摸索过

偏偏就好像只有塔罗我是最精通的

可近几年的我

已经很少去碰这玩意儿了

也不懂是为什么

*

当初自己为什么如此爱算命、占卜无非是想多了解自己

而不是为了什么奇怪的原因

当我充分地了解自己以后

我想

这玩意儿就搁着吧

*

如果我可以看得见过去、预见未来的话，

那我会怎样面对呢？

庆幸还是懊恼呢？

*

人人常说

天机不可泄露

一个人的命从他来到这个世界上的时候就已经注定了

这不代表着我们没有权利去选择

生命的过程永远握在自己的手中

上天为我们安排的就只是那开始和结束罢了

*

是那小说作怪吗？

怎么我觉得自己好像很了解人生这样

*傻笑*

如果我有的选择

我想我不会要吧，那天赋

如果一个人老早就知道未来会发生的事情，

那人生还有什么意义呢？

人生美妙的地方就在这

不努力地走，那当我们即将归天之时，回头一望

看到的会是许许多多的遗憾

*

我想我真的应该感谢我一时的冲动

让我翻阅了那本小说

奇迹般的

我好像重新燃烧起心中的那团火

就如我的塔罗生命数字一样

说明了我的本质

也让我重新坚信自己的座右铭

*

那，如果是你呢？

你想要吗？

那看得见过去、预见未来的天赋？

欢迎留言 =)

决定

决定了，

就要去完成

决定了，

就要不后悔

决定了

就要学会承受

决定了

就要成长

决定了

就要付出代价

决定了

就等着成功吧！

*

还是那句话

“我决定的事，我绝不后悔！”

我不想vs我只想

社会是现实的

而我只想要过一个很平凡的生活

我不想与人争吵

我不想与人竞争

我不想过勾心斗角的生活

我只想要潇潇洒洒的过我的一生

我只想要很逍遥的度过

我只想很平凡的做一个平凡人..

我讨厌vs我喜欢

每个人都有讨厌还有喜欢的人、事、物..

当然也包括我咯！

让我来数数看我讨厌和喜欢的人的原因吧！

*

我讨厌一个人

可以到很讨厌的地步

我会很不理智的讨厌那个人的一切

无论是对或是错的

*

我很讨厌虚伪的人

我讨厌自以为是的人

我讨厌骄傲的人

我讨厌白目的人

我讨厌咄咄逼人的人

我讨厌不准时的人

我讨厌放我飞机的人

我讨厌不尊重别人的人

我讨厌骗我的人

我讨厌无理取闹的人

我讨厌乱乱对人发脾气的人

*

我想我讨厌很多人吧

讨厌人的同时也惹人厌

我得罪很多人

我的人很直接

不喜欢就不喜欢

我不会笑着告诉你

“没有啊，不会啊，你想太多了”

我会很直接的表现

我不喜欢、讨厌、不爽的感觉

*

我喜欢单纯的人

我喜欢直接的朋友

我喜欢开朗的人

我喜欢情绪鲜明的人

我喜欢明白我的人

我喜欢愿意听我说话的人

我喜欢不认为我很强的人

我喜欢准时的人

我喜欢和我谈得来的人

我喜欢真诚的人

*

我喜欢一个人的话，

我会很鲜明的表现

我会愿意跟那个人说话

会愿意跟那个人做朋友

会告诉那个人我的事情

会听那个人述说自己的故事

会愿意花时间开解那个人

会不时不时开玩笑

会丑化自己来让大家开心

可以进到让我喜欢的界限的人，

真的不多

所以

如果你觉得你有其中几项

那，恭喜你！！^^

手痒痒之作^^

放假的我有点无聊..所以玩了玩美图秀秀..第一次的作品，没有很好看

[caption id="attachment_434" align="alignnone" width="300" caption="与智者爸爸"][/caption]

[caption id="attachment_433" align="alignnone" width="222" caption="与万能妈妈"][/caption]

[caption id="attachment_432" align="alignnone" width="225" caption="与贴心姐姐"][/caption]

[caption id="attachment_431" align="alignnone" width="225" caption="与可爱妹妹"][/caption]

[caption id="attachment_435" align="alignnone" width="300" caption="甜蜜的一对"][/caption]

[caption id="attachment_436" align="alignnone" width="225" caption="甜甜蜜蜜"][/caption]

[caption id="attachment_437" align="alignnone" width="225" caption="被人家笑的图片改装过后~"][/caption]

负能量

最近，

我被负能量包围了

想法、行动都极致的负面

*

人家说：人脑是很奇妙的东西

一个人的想法及思维

可以改变一切

那，我想问问

我是为什么改变不了呢？

告诉自己乐观一点

别让自己这么压力了

别为了做而做

凡事都要有理由，自己才会活得开心

*

可我现在，

连想开心的理由都找不到了

难道

大学第三年就是这么地灰暗吗？

如果让我用季节天气来形容

大学第一年像春天，

鸟语花香

懵懵懂懂的我们开心、无虑的度过

大学第二年像夏天，

烈日当空

渐渐懂事的我们留着汗，但依然开心地度过

大学第三年像秋天步入冬天，

长年不见天日

快被逼疯了的我们，对着长期的寒冷、咬牙切齿的度过

*

人生压力不过是一种体验

为什么我跨不过呢

我好负面哦 =(

心.. 不平静了

本该平静的心，不知道为了什么

悸动了起来

我又开始担心了

大小的事情像石头一样

坠入了我的心湖

引起了阵阵的涟漪

*

回到家中觉得很窝心

看到家人为我做出的种种

让我更加觉得愧疚

我觉得

我没有尽力

我没有做到最好

我没有好好利用时间

我都很颓废地过日子

Thesis Proposal要交了，

我十分之一都还没弄好

Industry Training下文还不懂

要考试，

书还没有读

下个Term的planning要出了

我没心机去想

*

我常常说

觉得自己很累

我很想抛下一切一切

就这样头也不回地走掉

可是我做不到

我这人

把责任看得比什么都还要重要

读书，是我当学生的责任

考好成绩，是我当女儿的责任

Member的教育、成长还有为下一届铺路，是我当VP的责任

当我扛下那责任，

就代表我不会停下来

直到结束的那一天

*

回到了我的故乡

我的家

我希望在这里

我能寻回当年不为成绩、责任担忧的自己

我愿自己能寻回逍遥的心

*

太平，你能平息那阵阵涟漪

为我的心湖带来太平吗？

勤能补拙

刚刚回温了一本名为“勤能补拙”的小说

是楼雨晴的书

情关的其中一本

是我最喜欢的一本~

淡淡的文字

带出幽默、细腻的情感

超喜欢！！

*

话说回来

我正在温习

读读下觉得精神集中不了了

就写写东西吧！

就写“勤能补拙”吧！

*

勤能补拙

我从来就不是一个勤劳的人

我很懒

我不会很拼

因为我怕

怕自己就像橡胶圈一样

绷得太紧会断

所以我常常得过且过

*

一直到了Matric时，

觉得不行啦

如果考不到4Flat会很惨的

所以

我人生中最拼的日子就是那一年了

*

到了大学

刚开始还蛮拼的

想要有一张美丽的文凭

让它为我人生中划下辉煌的记号

可是

日子久了

又开始担心了

有点得过且过了

真的怕自己绷紧过了头

断了

所以我都不逼自己了

让自己自生自灭

*

天啊

多消极的思想呢！

不行不行

我一定要更加地勤力

一定要摆脱这个障碍~

我要“勤能补拙”！！！

Should I?

Hmm.. It's been too long that I never update for this blog..
Been thinking, should I delete this blog and just focus on my first and most lovely blog?

Sometimes,
I been thinking about "BLOG"
What is so fascinating about Blog?
Everyone seems so obsess about this!
People wrote about their feelings, what they ate, what they bought, where they travel and etc.

Would it be a bit not to privacy?
Would it be a bit too public?

I guess that's depend on how a person blog ba..
Simply a sharing of thought or putting everything there..

Indirectly, I think blog will create some problem as well de..
When you wrote something that is just your feeling and thought,
It might causes someone else to think and perceive it wrongly.
It happened a lot of time,
on me and on my other friends as well.

Well, this is another reason that I been thinking to shut this blog down..
I dunno whether it is still be valid as a reason or not.
I just be not too good in english blogging and don't feel like sharing in here.
Too much of burden as need to translate my thought and feelings to English..
This should be called as "LAZY"

Anyway, I will take my time to think about this..
will be away for another few weeks!
Exam is coming.. in another 3 days..
Is really URGENT to get myself into STUDY study mood now!

To my friends that are facing exam stress at this period of time:
Let's us jiayou, gambateh together and let's prove to the world that nothing can stop us from performing!
Not to force yourselves to study 24/7 but try your very best in every paper!

Will back to the question of whether to shut down this blog after exam ya^^

随笔之作

一个人静静地望向月光

冥想着

远方的你是否和我一样

望着那美丽的月光呢？

突然间

一阵秋风吹起

吹乱了我的思绪

那风，带着我的思念

飘向了有你的国度去了

不知远方的你收到了吗？

*

简简单单的几句话

不知可否带出思念的味道呢？

刚刚看了文笔不错的小说

突然有感而发

想写些东西...

曾几何时

我以为我不会再写了

我以为我不会再技痒

不会再沉迷于美丽的文字

*

谢谢了

谢谢一时的的技痒

让我寻回了当初想写作的感觉

虽然这随笔之作真的有点肤浅且没有美感

但还是想说

这.. 感觉真好！

面对现实~

天啊！

政府的一句话

就把我们弄得鸡犬不宁

鸡飞狗跳的

*

吵了一天

现在是时候面对现实了

与其吵吵闹闹的

倒不如多点花时间在温习上

与其悲观地看待

倒不如乐观地去挑战自己

*

悲观是一种观点

乐观也是一种观点

那为什么我们要选择灰暗的悲观呢

我们何不选择亮丽的乐观呢？

*

最后倒数的7天

让我加油吧

让我远离诱惑

让我陶醉在书中

*

我的朋友们，

大家一起加油吧

天大地大，考试没有什么大不了的

我们连世界都还没有闯过

又怎么知道这就是末日了呢？

别把挑战看成怪物，

把它当成宠物，

时时带在身边，

好训练自己！

*

We can do it and we will be doing it!

In another one month time, we will prove that we already did that! =)

我小时候的童话故事

还记得小时候

我最爱的童话故事

不是灰姑娘

也不是白雪公主

知道是什么吗？？

答案是~~~~~

人鱼公主

*

很奇怪吧

我也觉得奇怪

为什么小时候的我会喜欢人鱼公主

最近我突然回想起来

觉得可能真的是我的潜意识作怪吧

*

人鱼公主

没有美丽的爱情故事

有的却是凄美的下场

*

我想提的是

人鱼公主到最后来

还是没有后悔自己的选择

她

选择了离开她一贯生活的大海

离开那个让她舒适的生活环境

为了什么？

就只为了追求

一个她认为值得的东西

为了他

不惜牺牲一切

*

人鱼公主

不甘一生都活在父母、环境的约束下

她叛逆地想离开

或许

那王子只是她想离开的一个借口

逃离她的世界

一个不再约束她的世界

*

我想

我喜欢的

应该是这点吧！

*

我是个不甘于现状的人

所以

我常常投诉这、投诉那

我不喜欢依赖人家

我不喜欢靠人家

我更加不喜欢看人家的脸色

我是很典型的刀子嘴豆腐心

我很口是心非

我也很别扭、倔强

这一切一切都跟人鱼公主很像

或许真的因为这样

小时候的我

这么地喜欢她了~

*

那么，你们说呢？

我是否有点像人鱼公主呢？

但愿我的下场不会像人鱼公主一样就好了~

压力

压力哦压力

你最近还好吗？

为什么不时不时冒出来吓我呢

是不是最近的生活对你来说太过无聊

所以想找些事情来玩呢？

或许对你来说，

应该是很好玩吧！

但

殊不知

你任意的行为已经造成对我巨大的伤害

*

压力哦压力

我已经控制不了你了

就任由你无法无天的在我生命中闯荡

是我太好人了吗？

是我无能吗？

还是

我已经麻木了呢？

*

压力哦压力

不如我们来交个朋友吧！

我让你出来玩

可是你可要让我可以充满干劲地做事

这样你我都好

你说好吗？

*

有点无聊、还有有点压力过大的感觉

感觉上

我的压力好像是无止尽的

我已经感受不到压力了

麻木了吗？

只觉得我很想停下来

歇息一会儿

把所有恼人的事情抛诸脑后

不去想、也不用想

天啊

我又渐渐地失去了方向感

我知道我要做些什么

偏偏

就是提不起劲

*

最近

我常常告诉自己

“我可以做到，我也会做到”

问题是

我到底相不相信我自己呢...

分享

今天，只想要分享

我想分享我的感觉、想法



*

分享1

我感谢大家的付出

我深深地感受到大家的用心

我很感动

但

我也需要时间调试自己

再给我多点时间吧

我会恢复的

*

分享2

我发现自己好像越来越没有干劲了

当然，

是功课那方面

考试接近了

我却动都没有动到

天啊

我该怎么办呢？？？？？

*

分享3

想谈谈我的梦想

我喜欢跟别人谈话

因为从谈话当中

就可以了解一个人

而我最为之动容的是

别人会因为我的话语，

改变想法

让她们觉得好过点

这

也就是为什么我想当一个激励者

*

分享4

最近看到身边的人一个个坠入爱河

想想好像有点冲动想尝尝

可是，

理智地想了想

还是算了吧

是时候的话，就应该会出现

再加上本小姐没有那样的美国时间

所以说，爱情，对我来说，终究是一种冲动

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好啦，

就分享到此吧！

大家，晚安咯~

不值得我珍惜的人

我不应该再相信的

我真的很笨

谁对我好

谁是象征似的做出来

看下去就懂了

我应该把娇的话听下去

应该开始停止相信

停止给予希望

渐渐地离开和划开距离

为的就是不让我自己再次受到伤害

承诺

我承诺过

说放假回来的我会不一样

承诺过的话

就应该实现它

我说过我会很拼

我就一定会

我说过我不会让他打败我

我就一定会解决问题

我说过我会如何应对问题

我就会完美地解决它

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感谢关心我的朋友

到了现在，

谁是关心我的

谁对我好的

我有眼睛的

我看得明白、看得透彻

谢谢鼓励我的朋友

你们的用心还有话语

我都收起来了

我把它放在心里面的一个重要位置

好提醒自己

以后的路要怎么走

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我不是一个典型的双子

我有点像金牛

我很别扭

我很重感情

我不是像你们想象中的那么坚强、勇敢

我也会有害怕的时候

我也会有不想向前冲的时候

可是

谢谢你，

是你提醒了我

我是个不让自己后悔的人

如果我继续颓废下去的话

那我真的一定会后悔

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所以，

承诺就是承诺

不管有多难、有多苦

我都一定可以跨越这难题的

只要我相信我自己~

敏感度

敏感度高的人像刺猬

一旦发现自己周遭隐藏危机

立即浑身解数，

积极地保护自己

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敏感度低的人

就像是鸵鸟一样

既然发现危机，一样不会逃跑

只会傻傻地站在原地，

把头埋在土里

以眼不见为净来安慰自己

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刺猬，为了保护自己

往往都会伤害接近自己的人

*

鸵鸟，由于不会躲避

因而都会很友善地面对所有的人

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那

我是什么呢？

我想

我应该是刺猬

因为一旦我发现让我不开心的事情时

我做的

不是冷静的面对

而是

残酷的对战

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有一句话

深深地表明了我的心态

“伤口，不管过了多久，伤疤依然存在”

我的心算是伤痕累累了

我承受不了再大的伤害了

我怕我会崩溃

我怕我以后都不会再相信

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有时候

我反而期望自己是鸵鸟

看不到的，就不用去面对

神经大条一点，有时候也是件好事

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我很希望现在有人可以借借我耳朵

听听我的情绪

结结我的困惑

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突然之间我很想念你们

想念每次你们听我发牢骚的时候

就只是静静地听

听我说完，让我舒坦一点

现在的我

终于明白为什么你总是说，

你讲就好，我听

黄品莹，你给我回来啊！！！！！！！

=(

我是个自私的人吗？

我是个自私的人吗？

我是吗？

我是个斤斤计较的人吗？

我是吗？

我是个自以为是的人吗？

我是吗？

我是个冷血的人吗？

我是吗？

=(

感触

这个礼拜的我超级忙

因为我们需要准备个LLDS，像个领导激励营酱的东西

第一次设计真么大的Session

第一次正式当Faci,

第一次兼任Faci，OC

总的来说，我真的是感触良多~

看到很Proactive的members

看到大家对自己的肯定

看到大家对自己的评语

真的让我深深地提醒了自己当初为何做出这个决定

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我是个要求很高的人

对自己相对地也严格许多

很多时候，我好像忘了“乐”这个字

我忘了忙中取乐

我忘了说把我应该做的事看成了一种乐趣、一种享受

是我太过于执着了

我把责任这两个字看得太重太重

重到让自己差点喘不过气了

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这个营让我体验了不同的东西

虽然我依然不太相信自己

但，当中有几句话是让我听进了心坎去了

我一直把自己放在自己觉得舒服的位置上

一旦不符合时，我便急急忙忙地想改变现状

可是，我没有想过，其实，那也是一种体验

体验失败，才会感受到成功的美好

正所谓失败为成功之母

这么简单的道理，我居然完完全全地忘了

是自己太久没有失败过了吧

忘了失败的滋味

也忘了珍惜成功的美好

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对了，看到大家写给我的小纸条

真的很感动、很开心

它让我重新反省自己

开始有点点相信自己的能力

相信说，自己并不是那么差

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谢谢你们，

让我有个美好的回忆，

我想，

这会是我最后一LLDS吧，除非以后的我回来当Faci

也感到欣慰，

这个星期的严重缺眠是值得的!

回归原始

回来了，

放假回来了

这代表什么呢？

代表了

我应该让自己回归原始了

回到了原点

回到了充满干劲的自己

虽然可能很假

但是如果连我自己都不相信自己可以做到

那，我凭什么做到呢？

朋友们叫我放下

放下不属于我的烦恼

放下不属于我的问题

可是放下有那么容易吗？

我的脑像是有自己的意识

会主动地帮我过滤我应该注意的东西

应该烦恼的烦恼

现在我应该做的事

就是试着告诉我的思维

我，张恩万不会被打败的

我不会因为不属于我的烦恼而一蹶不振

我会让自己完美无缺的打完这场战争

以绝佳的姿态胜出

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就让我回归原始的自己

让我的潜意识再次展翅高飞

就让那个充满干劲，活力充沛的我

重现江湖

老了

最近，总是觉得自己苍老了许多

不知道是不是真的因为年纪越来越大

做起事情来，总是觉得力不从心

容易觉得累

累的不只是身体上的累，

更是心灵上的累

我常常觉得我很累了

我不想去面对

我想逃避

我想走开，到远远的地方

让自己好好的放松一下

本来想藉助假期

让自己抛开沉重的包袱、压力

重新的调理心态，好重新出发

可是，

我办不到

我是停下了脚步

可是我调理不回我的心态

是否因为我真的老了呢？

已经不复当年的英勇……

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最近的我，常常看到自己的缺点

常常怀疑自己的能力

常常觉得我应该可以做到更好

常常睡很少

常常早出晚归

常常把功课搁在一边

常常忘了联络朋友、家人

常常情绪失控

天啊！这不是老人才有的症状吗？

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我原本的心灵年龄就已经比现实的来的大许多

现在我想我已经去到老年人的心态了~

好像就是Erik Erikson里第6或第7各阶段酱..

我到底要怎样才能突破自己，

再次寻回那青春的思想、英勇的姿态呢？

爱情

爱情，在不同时代有不同的定义。现代定义为两个人基于一定的物质条件和共同的人生理想，在各自内心形成的对对方的最真挚的仰慕，并渴望对方成为自己终生伴侣的最强烈、最稳定、最专一的感情。但在远古的母系社会、古代的父系社会，爱情有另一种体验，并不是单纯的一夫一妻制。爱是生命的渴望，情是青春的畅想，爱情的意义在于：让智慧和勤劳酿造生活的芳香，用期待与持守演绎生命的乐章，用真诚和理解还有包容和信任去谱写人生的信仰。

那，是百度百科内爱情的定义~

我对爱情的定义还没到那么深，我认为，爱情是留给有资格的人去享受的。如果你是有了足够的心理准备、有了成熟的思想、有了包容的心，那你将会有条件去谈一场轰轰烈烈的爱情；可是如果你没有哪一些条件的话，那你注定要被爱情所伤、被爱情所困。爱情不是一切，可是它却能点缀你的人生~

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而这是爱情心理学的分法

喜欢式

爱情，只有亲密，没有激情和承诺，如友谊。

迷恋式

爱情，只有激情，没有亲密和承诺，如初恋。

空洞式

爱情，只有承诺，缺乏亲密和激情，如纯粹为了结婚的爱情。

浪漫式

爱情，只有激情和亲密，没有承诺，这种“爱情”崇尚过程，不在乎结果。

伴侣式

爱情，只有亲密和承诺，没有激情。这里指的是四平八稳的婚姻，只有权利、义务却没有感觉。

愚蠢式

爱情，只有激情和承诺，没有亲密。没有亲密的激情顶多只是生理上的冲动，而没有亲密的承诺只不过是空头支票。

完美式

爱情，包含激情、承诺和亲密。只有在这一类型中我们才能看到爱情的庐山真面目。

社会学家J.A.Lee将爱情分成六大类

：

(1). 性爱型（eros）：是激情爱（迷恋）的典型，重点放在性的吸引以及感官的满足。

(2). 分享型（storge）：是友谊爱的典型，特征是相互关心和有相同的兴趣与理想，以相互信任为基础的长期关系。

(3). 狂爱型（mania）：是一种占有和强迫式的爱，特征是缺乏安全感以及相当依赖，占有情人且容易吃醋。

(4). 无私型（agape）：是无我的爱，愿为伴侣牺牲自己，只管付出不管回报，将倾其所有与爱人分享一切，并致力让伴侣快乐。

(5). 实际型（pragma）：讲求实际的爱情，特点是重视回报。

(6). 游戏型（ludus）：将爱情看做是一种游戏，玩弄爱情，关系不稳定。

那是由Robert Sternberg写的Triangular theory of Love. 说明了爱情有3大成分组成~

那是他的理论，那我的呢？

我绝对同意因为那3大成分几乎是基本的元素来的~

除此之外，爱情包含的应该是适当的时机吧！

有时候，有了亲密、承诺、激情，偏偏就不是对的时候

有时候，对象来了，可是却少了些化学作用

有时候，到你想要谈恋爱的时候，却没有对象啊

所以，我看来，爱情是需要4大成份的：

亲密、激情、承诺和时机！！

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最近眼看身边的朋友一一地陷入爱情的世界

进进出出的

看得我眼花缭乱~

有的甜蜜、有的哀愁

而身边的朋友、家人也异常的关心我的感情世界

不懂是不是大家认为我年纪不轻了，

是时候应该尝尝爱情的滋味了呢？

想泼一泼冷水说，

本小姐还没有心理准备、没有成熟的思想、没有绝佳的包容心

所以，那种遍体鳞伤的爱情我不想要~

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想看我陷入爱情世界的朋友们，

谢谢关心了！

我想，应该还会有一段日子吧！

除非，我突然改变主意吧~

不过应该几率很小吧！=P

Imbalanced me

It's been the Holidays that I waited for so long..
While taking some break time, I discover something within myself..

I notice that I started to become imbalance.
Imbalance in term of everything..
I am not as healthy as before, easily fall sick and get tired..
I am not as rational as before, emotion comes and goes easily..
I am not as steady as before, I doubt myself more and more frequent recently..

When I look at my coursemates, some of them are getting closer and closer..
Meanwhile I felt that I been so far away from them.
I neither wanna talk nor think about why it happen..
This make me reflect back on the Friendship issue I brought last time..

Friend,
What make a friend?
How people can be good friends?
Why people willing to spend time, effort, and energy on people that they call friend but not to the others?
Where can find those that are "gam" to be friends?
Who are those that can be consider friends and what differentiate them from others?
When can these friendship last for long?

For me,
Relationship, either friendship or romantic kind of relationship,
is fragile, very fragile..
X can be friend with B when problem 1 occur
X can be friend with C or D when problem 2,3 occur but no longer friend B..
Simple problems might kill the relationship..
A simple misunderstanding will cause a big trouble in the relationship..

Since it is so fragile, should we give more time on it?
But the matter is HOW?
Every single individual in this world have their own thinking and way of doing things.
Your way might match with individual A,B,C,D but not with X,Y,Z
Aren't it been very tiring if to match all by altering our own style?

As stated in my own profile there,
I describe myself as a rational and radical person..
Yes, indeed, I am still a rational and radical person..
I been tired of adjusting
I been tired of waiting
I been tired of hoping other to understand me
I been tired of seeing all those easy changed world
YET
This is the reality world
This is what happen in real life
This is what we call as LIFE

This post gonna be a real long one..
Am trying very hard to release all my imbalance emotions..
If I got the time, I want to get close to everyone that I wish to..
If I got the patient, I want to listen to all friends problem..
If I got the passion, I want to change all the bad and negative thinking among friends..
The matter is, I don't have all that..

Who don't wish to have a lot of friends and people care for them?
Who don't wish to get people listen to them?
I didn't mention my problems always doesn't mean I don't have problem..
It doesn't means that I don't need time from other to listen to me..
It doesn't means that I been so selfish that I care so little about others..

Yet, I am glad I have a bunch of best pals with me..
Thanks again to you guys!
When I think of you all, I felt much better and balanced back!


This holiday would be a right timing for me to balance up all things and get back to the usual me again!

p/s: This post is just a sharing of emotion and thought, not referring to any single object nor people ^^

放假！

之前决定给自己好好地休息休息，就在这个假期中~

可是回到家中，

不管有多少东西要做，踢我也不会动了

回到家中的我，

就像王一样

什么都不用烦

什么都不用做

天天吃饱睡，睡饱吃

就快像只猪了啦！

回到家中，

就已经习惯被家人宠的感觉！

有人帮我准备一切一切

不用我去想

不用我去烦

真是快活~~~

可是，也有点不好

我变得习惯了

我习惯有人宠我

我习惯有人帮我搞掂一切

我变得不爱听教

变得不耐烦

变得贪心

我真的太不应该了吧！

我把一切一切都看得太理所当然了

是时候改变一下心态了啦！

不管怎样~

大家大家，假期快乐！！！

完成！

终于完成了！！

明天去解放解放

礼拜二再来做最后的冲刺！

我好像看到可爱的假期正在跟我打招呼了~ =)

Friends...

I am glad that I have such nice friends with me now~
I might be busy that I couldn't always ask and care about others..
But my friends are understanding!

They are those people that make me feel warm always!
They are those people that make me feel that I worth for their care..
They are those people that care about me when I am stress up, when I am sad, when I am tired!

I am glad that I have you all! =)
am glad that the problems between us gone!
am glad that I found another best friend!
am glad that when I am depress, there are someone that knocked me and chat with me!
am glad when I feel down and want to express my feeling, there are someone that willing to listen to me!

Thanks to Grace,
Thanks to MeiWen,
Thanks to ChingMan,
Thanks to Patrick,
Thanks to Jarod,
Thanks to Timmy,
Thanks to ShuShean
and all those that care about me=)

最后的赶工+感想！

现在步入最后的阶段

还有一点点就完成了！

感觉上好累哦~

这真不是人过的生活啊！

排山倒海的功课、责任等等

真的让我充分的学习时间管理~

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以前的我，

凡事都想要要求完美，

功课我总是老早就解决！

每天闲闲没事做，上网看戏等等的

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现在的我，

想要要求完美也没有那个本事了

一天24小时对我来说并不足够！

对于需要充分睡眠的我来说，

这两个月的睡眠量肯定是我人生以来最少的了！

时间管理，

看似容易，做时难！！！

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套一句我常常对members说的话，

我们都在学习啊！

对，我真的是彻彻底底地重新学习一向以来我引以为傲的时间管理！

还有人事……

站在这里看到的，

原来是充满缺点的自己

越做下去，我越没有自信

真的好惭愧

咳，真不知道该如何让自己重拾信心~

终于完成一半了！！

终于搞定最难搞的了！

现在就剩下一个,

还有thesis 的概念就完成了！！

明天，明天我一定会把所有东西一次搞定！！

放假回来的我一定是重生的我！

不会再有酱临时抱佛脚的事情发生的啦！！

张恩万加油！！↖(^ω^)↗

Decided to take a break!

I decided to give myself a break after Merdeka!
I clash all things together before Merdeka and promised all that I'll complete all those assignments, presentation preparation, thesis framework ideas, TM stuff and etc.
Here, am on my way of completing my 2nd assignment, two part more to go..
3rd assignment is awaiting me with the SPA and Job Malaysia stuff,
4th assignment is awaiting me with the SPSS analysis,
Abnormal psychology presentation slides,
Thesis framework to Dr. Rozainee..
and lastly, My TM LLDS preparations as well as the coaching syllabus for the newly entered TMers!


I wish I have a perfect time management!

奋斗中~

我一定可以完美地完成我的功课的！！！！

加油！！

不要浪费时间啦，

不要再不相信自己啦

不要再放弃自己啦！！

张恩万， 你可以的！

I neglected lots of things

I been so busy recently, that I just realized that I neglected a lot of things around me.
I been so used to people care about me, until I take it for granted

I neglected a lot of things around me..
Friends, Coursemates, Family

I didn't contact with the old bunch of best pals of mine.
I been missing them soOOoOoO much that I even think of booking flight ticket to find them when the air asia promotions are ON that time..
In the end, it is just a thought, I never have the chance to execute it out..

I didn't manage to know what happen among my coursemates,
There's a lot of things happen recently but I din manage to follow all.
I felt so BAD as in I'm not caring for all my sisters and brothers.. 0(->.<-)0

For my family, I felt even SORRY and BAD!
I can't even call back frequently to them
Normally, when I am free that time, it's already midnight or near midnight..
By that time, my Dad, Mom, and younger sister already slept
For elder sister, she almost sleep that time and I don't wish to disturb her though..
So, I can only call back around once a week
I felt so bad of being such a BAD daughter and sister..


I neglected some of my assignments as well..
There are bunch of assignments that awaiting me..
What I been doing all these while is that I think of the concept and frame work for that particular assignment
Hopefully that I can be productive in term of wording and essaying
I hope I can be efficient in both of my STUDY but not only AIESEC work..

I should really re-set my priority as in I din wish to see that my results drop just because of AIESEC work.
It is not What I been aiming all this while,
I have my target to reach and I need to maintain it so that I can get what I want at the end of the day..

Promising myself to re-set the priority as in I will make it to the fullest while enjoying the whole process =)

For my friends, coursemates and Family,
If you see this, please forgive me and give me some time to get everything done and I promise you that
I'LL BE BACK!!
Cheerful and optimistic EnWan will be back soon!!! =)

If it is not, kindly remind me on the promise that I made.
So that I'll been constantly remind on this!!

人生

最近真的发生太多太多事情了

昨天，我们学校有位学弟选择自尽了

刚开始我没想到会是跟我们有关系的人

只是很纯粹的散播这个消息

可是当我晚上回到房间

打开FB，看到的却是朋友们伤心的回应

原来，

原来他是我朋友的学弟，

事情发生的前一两天他们还一起努力为饥饿30奋斗

当下的我不知道应该如何反应

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人生的蓝图是由我们一笔一划去勾出来的

而为什么？

为什么会有人决定那么草率的结束

人生是短暂的

人生是充满了挑战的

人生使我们成长

人生让我们学会跌倒时哭泣

人生让我们学会哭泣后应该勇敢的站起来

人生是脆弱的

最近发生的事情，

让我更加地珍惜我所拥有的一切

朋友

家人

系友

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文章的最后，

愿忠祺安息

愿你在新的世界里寻回遗失的平静

阿弥陀佛，愿仙师保佑

重新出发

我决定了！

我不是这么容易给人家摆布的人

我不会这么容易妥协的

放长双眼看下去吧！

我没有这么傻，

因为你一个人，让我情绪失控

怒气冲天

我一定可以把你解决掉的！！

看下去吧~

Motivation

I should have motivate myself to start move..
I should have motivate myself to belief
I should have motivate myself to trust
I should have motivate myself to be happy
I should have motivate myself to think positively

I should, I should have did that..
But I am not doing it at all..
Haiz, what happen to me?
I dunno =(

你知道吗？

你知道吗？

我也是普通人

我也只是一个正在学习的人

我也不过是施行着我应该做的事

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你知道吗？

你不懂的就不要乱以为

你不懂就不要耍脾气

你不懂就不要看轻我

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你知道吗？

每个人都有脾气的

每个人都有自己的底线的

不要因为我一而再再而三的让步就以为你可以欺负我

我大不了使出最狠的一招

对我来说，

没什么的

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你知道吗？

每个人都有缺点的

不要以为你看得到我的缺点就拼命地踩

不要以为你大过我就等于我需要服从你

在这个世界上没有这回事的

对，

我应该尊敬年老的人

可是你有这资格吗？

问问你自己吧！

在我们要求别人尊重自己前，看看自己有没有值得让人尊重的那一点吧！

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抱歉，这是我一直以来很想发泄的情绪

我想自己应该好好的反省，但反省之前我想为自己做最后一次的反攻...

情绪哦情绪~

你何时才甘愿离我远去？？

A Better Time Management

It's around one month since my last update already!

Gosh, what I can say is that this would be the most busy month I had before...
I don't have any other time left for myself and what I can say about my life for the past one month is "HECTIC"
I really feel that I should have much better time management.

Not saying that I'm not having a nice one now,
Just that I felt that too much on both study and AIESEC work and there isn't any left for my personal space.

Yesterday, I decided to go to my sister house.
Just feel that wanna take a break from UKM..
Having a break in here really make me feel much better.
Because, at least I don't have to worry things that I need to worry on yet.

Kinda of irresponsible kind of thinking
but
If I don't do this, I think I will really turn into a very unhealthy EnWan..

There is much more for me to learn
learn how to coordinate with people
learn how to delegate jobs
learn how to get along with different people
learn how to control my stress and emotion
learn how to handle things within a short while

It's really been a stressful month for me,
There isn't any time for me to stop down and release my tension
There isn't any time for me to stop down and cry either

Family problems happened but I can't being influence by that
Luckily I have a very strong Dad, and Mum and sisters
They understand how my stand and they tried their very hard for me not to worry on them.
But sometimes, I felt that I am really a very bad daughter and sister.
I don't have time to call back home
I don't have time to care about my sister while she was sick

Felt so bad..
I wanted to get rid of my troublesome emotion as well as have a better time management
Can I make it?

忙里偷闲

忙

这个字，十足的形容了我这两个月的生活

难得昨天有机会去发泄发泄

难得有机会去唱 K

发泄完了，有事时候面对现实了

接下来的日子应该会更加地忙碌

而我，

应该反省一下自己的时间管理

好让自己有多点机会忙里偷闲

Busy Month!!

I thought that I'm able to share few of my thought regarding culture difference of both Malaysia and Taiwan..
But sorry to say, I'm too busy for this few days, almost none of the day I was free de..

Every night with 6 hours sleep, rushing to classes, meetings, planning stuff and dealing with officers..
What a GREAT start for the semester!

Hopefully can get slim down back and I gain almost 5kg while in Taiwan! ><
That's a lot! OMG, I cant image what I eat until can grow 5kg within 2 months!!

Anyhow, it's going to be a long time for me to update the blog..
Keep on busying ><

久違以後的新文

回到馬來西亞已經有幾天了

沒有什麽不適應的

只是有點懷念臺灣的食物、還有人情味

懷念那裡到處看到的都是華人

我一下機，看到的就是懶散的馬來人

就開始懷念臺灣那裡行動效率快的作風

好啦

不想再多做批評了

我想，

下一篇文

我想分享我在台灣欲罷不能的1吃1喝1逛

Back to Malaysia~

oOH.. It's been around 5 days since I left Taiwan..
Didn't really had a extreme post-leaving syndrome like other did
Perhaps is because I'm a person that can easily adapt and easily accept ba..

It's around 3 more days then it would be Uni reopen..
Sad to say but I didn't prepare much on my study...
Thought I could have think deeply regarding my thesis topic, BUT i didn't..
I was too enjoy and too relax when I was in Taiwan..
So, after ignorance, it's time to pay back.

Oh ya, I cut my hair..
But I think it make me look like aunty..
Don't wish to upload photos because it really look UGLY!!!
If you met me anywhere, and suspecting whether the OLD looking girl is me or not,
YES!! Is me and please don't laugh at me!!
Or else I will fan min
 o(︶︿︶)o

Ok la, it's time to end here as tomorrow morning need to go back to UKM for a recruitment drive in Burhan College~
Add Oil Add Oil!!!
↖(^ω^)↗

毕业典礼

6月18日，是玛陵国小的毕业典礼

而我就得穿上那丑丑的bajuKebaya当起招待人员

当中不少人看到觉得无比地奇怪

有人说我像主婚人

有人说我在穿睡袍

有人说我当场老了十岁

有人看了就觉得好笑

haiz，真是的！

BAJU Kebaya 是马来西亚最最最隆重的传统服装勒

我这么看重这毕业典礼，却落得这种尴尬的场面

撇开我的服装不说，玛陵国小毕业典礼有16人毕业

6个幼稚园大班，10个国小六年级

场面很温馨，跟我以往看过的毕业典礼完全不同

校长在致辞时落下了眼泪

我看了自己的眼眶也红了

六年级生却没有一人掉泪

后来我问她们为什么，

他们说其实有被感动到，可是就是逞强，硬是不哭

即将迈入叛逆期的小孩总是那么地倔强

看着她们一个一个上台拿奖，家长就在旁边看，一同领奖

我不禁的想起以前的自己

不管我表现是多么的标青

家长依然不可能出席我的毕业典礼

我想就只有我大学毕业典礼上才可能看到家人的身影吧

我不会埋怨，因为我知道说父母都在忙碌地赚钱给我们

而身为女儿的我除了努力地读好书，考好成绩

让缺席的父母依然脸上光彩，让他们光荣地告诉他人自己女儿的标青成绩

我就已经很满足了

人总是不能要求太多，知足就好

Kao Hsiung Trip

hmm.. It's been a long time I din't update.
Sorry for that because I been very busy for the past few days..

So, let's catch up on what happen in Taiwan for this few weeks ba..

On the 11/6-13/6, we went to Kao Hsiung, another city in South Taiwan.
It's around 4 and a half hour journey from Taipei to Kao Hsiung and due to financial budget, we decided to take night bus rather than GaoTie..
Although it is tiring but somehow it is worthy for me.

The first day in KH was a bit too boring where we didn't actually went a lot of place but mostly shopping malls.
For people like me that not interested in shopping, what we did for the whole day le??
Me, and SheyMun gather around and took lotz of photos, loitering around the kids play ground.
It's been a nice afternoon for us to hang out around and play around like kids.. ^^

posing pula.. xD

After that, we went to the Dream Mall and took a ride of Ferris Wheel.

KH's night view is nice and luckily that time when we took the ride, sky start to turn dark and light started to turn on.

It's been cool to see that happen and enjoy the 10 min with SheyMun, Tomo and David

The next day, we went to JinYuan, a nice place to visit

Although the food there very expensive, but the view and the place there are awesome.

Manage to make some handmade card for my lovely friends.
PhinYing, WanLin, JuoMin and GeokKiew take note la..
I purposely handmade cards for you guys le, should be satisfied ba.. ^^

Around evening time, we went to QiJing (旗津)
and there is a tunnel which is very beautiful at night, enjoyed the moment we spent over there.

Actually there still lots more place I went last week.
I went to YiLan(宜兰), Miramar(美丽华), BiTan(碧潭) and MaoKong(猫空)
What a satisfied but tired week!!

最充实的一天！！

每个礼拜四会是我最充实的一天！！

因为每个礼拜四都会有个家长成长班

会从早上8点到11点

而且每个礼拜四都会是最多东西吃的一天

因为每个星期的家长成长班，

都会有家长带不一样的食物给大家品尝

再教会大家怎么弄的

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为什么我将今天称为最充实的一天呢？

因为今天的我做了好多东西

早上帮家长们照相，用来做她们的梦想书

后来就编辑她们梦想书的封面

过后去拿豆浆给她们分享

11点以后，我就开始继续编写我的企划案

第一次写，不是很懂得

大概就写写看，再看回以前的一些企划案

写写下就到了午餐时间

这次我不吃了，只喝汤而已

因为早上吃了三明治、沙拉、豆浆、粽子、葱油饼！！！

真是超多的~

下午以后就开始帮忙剪辑一些布置毕业典礼的东西

还有一些零零碎碎的东西

虽然一直跑来跑去

但是我觉得很开心

真的好过我每天没事情做，

等待4.30pm的到来，再带路队出去

那好无聊哦~~

希望往后的日子都会好像这样充实吧！！

书籍分享~美丽自己

今天学校说会没电，

九点一到，“pok”的一声，就停电了~

停电就代表说没有得上网咯

闲闲没事做的我就到图书室去窝一窝

庆幸去了这一趟，因为我发现了一本好书

“美丽自己” 司恩鲁的作品

里面有着亮丽人生的80则魅力秘方

就取出几句跟大家分享吧！

“人最美丽的时候，并不是紧紧抓住的时候，而是甘心放下的那一霎那”

“如果不美丽不存在了，美丽有时也不在了；适度地让不美丽存在，那份美丽会有与众不同的特色”

“世界瞬间万变，弱转强，强转弱，都是有可能的美丽蜕变”

“美丽不是躯壳，美丽是一种亲如水、爱如恩的感觉；如果你心有这样的元素，你会如同钻石一般，在任何一个角度、人生阶段，都会折射出五彩的光芒”

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这本书我只看完了一半

下半段我等下再继续

真是等不及想要跟大家分享这本

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人生就像是一块宝，

在未经历任何磨琢的时候，就如同平凡的石头一样不起眼

但，只要是经过岁月的洗礼、考验的磨琢以后

人生就会渐显光芒、慢慢地展露出美丽的光芒

用心去体会，

你的人生肯定是美丽无比~

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Officially one month in Taiwan!!!

5th of June, me, officially in Taiwan for one month already!!!

I'm living fine over here, adapting superb fast and Taiwanese thought that I've been here few years..
Haha, I should say is my adaptation is very good and there is not much different in term of culture between Malaysia and Taiwan de..

On 5th of June, I spent my day onto three parts:
1)Seminar
2)JinGuangShi (金瓜石)
3)Annie's Place

For the 1st part, I been to a seminar and play a role of organizing committee there. Nothing much to do. Prepare for lunch, setup and arranging food. I was responsible for the morning session and there were teachers took charge for the afternoon session. Straight after Lunch and packing up garbage, my ZhuRen brought me to JinGuangShi.

The weather wasn't that good and wasn't that bad, at least better than the other week when we were in JiuFen..
There, we visited a place called Golden Ecological Park, till now, entrance is still FOC where they are celebrating the upgrading of Taipei County into XinBeiShi (新北市)
It is very big and you can spend a whole day inside there.
We didn't manage to walk around the whole park due to the bad weather

If you had chance, there would be a wonderful place to visit, trust me.. O(∩_∩)O~

After that we went for dinner and I called Michelle, my TN manager, only then I know that she won't be in YangMingShan for the night and I CANT find a place to stay  %>_<%
Luckily when I called Annie, one of the AIESECer of CLLC, she invited me to stay over at her house in Taipei!!
I'm so glad, happy and pleasure that she invited me over there and I had real fun over there where near her house, there is a night market called 三合夜市
The food and stuff there is real cheap and nice.. And I managed to buy a new bag cost me NT190
All the photos we took is still with Annie and am awaiting her to upload lo..
I like the night market there.. Is AWESOME!!

Then, the next day, we went to DanShui and had an awesome trip there..
The OCP of the trip was excellence in History and she did a GREAT job in bringing us around..
Of course never forget about those CLLC AIESECers that tour around with us lo..
Having a great time with them and too bad that need to leave early on that night.. (>.<)
Took lotz of photos and these are few of them..

in DanJiang High School (JayChou's High School)

QingRenBridge 

开心分享

我要郑重的声明，这只是一篇开心分享的文章..

绝对不是要炫耀的！！！

今天是成绩公布的日子

而前几天的我就已经很担心了

我还梦到好几次我考到很差

几乎每天都是被吓醒的！！

昨天晚上原本是要等到12点然后看成绩的

我从7-8点就开始在等了

最后不敌周公的魅力，11点就到周公府报到

当中还真是怕的皮皮挫

今天早上6点多就醒了，也是被吓醒的

很不甘愿的开电脑

因为很不想面对现实

没法子，本小姐就是这么没自信

后来就牙一咬，闭着眼睛快快按向那成绩那一栏

就在那煞那间，我看到了我的成绩了！！！

难以置信地，我居然考的比上个学期来得好且有在水准上

开心开心开心~

这真是个好消息，=)))

Country Presentation In Marling Elementary school~

Yesterday, finally I had done my country presentation in Marling Elementary school
with this Baju Kurung..
and along the way from my hostel to the office, whenever students or teachers saw me, they will ask
"Why you wear like this ar??"
"You look so cute, is this your country traditional clothe"
"Teacher, why you wear pajamas out"
"Teacher, you look funny le"
Questions like that pop up to me non-stoply
Finally when presentation time came, I stepped out and start my 1st ever country presentation in front of elementary students..
I think I nailed it quite well but still din't manage to get all students attention where few of them just don't looked interested with my presentation~
I gave out two fan, Malaysia special made batik fan that I bought in PasarSeni together with Sharon..
Unexpectedly, they are excited about that and some even came to me and ask for more..
Haha, never thought that gonna happen..

Right after the presentation, I quickly go back and changed into the normal clothing..
In between the process, I managed to stop and attend a parenting class with all the "ah ma" and made one ugly owl herb bag..
That's the 1st ever herb bag I made before and really very ugly.. ><

Tomorrow I would be going to some where after the seminar that hosted by my TN
then Sunday would go to DanShui again with CLLC..
Would update you guys about the weekend when I'm back that time..

Oh Ya, my 2nd year 2nd Sem results out already lo..
Unexpectedly, the results can be consider very good le..
at least I think it is very good =)
Thanks for God bless, I know 仙师would always be aside with me de.. =)

异地相逢

今天很开心可以跟美妏在台湾见面~

得会在异地跟好友相逢

当我知道她到了台湾时，就打算要见面了

难得今天我3.30pm就可以走人

就快快搭车到台北车站去

到了那里，折腾了快一个小时才见到面

途中我居然买到一双NT98的小布鞋

[caption id="attachment_320" align="alignleft" width="300" caption="小布鞋"][/caption]

过后我们就见面啦！！

因为大家都饿了，所以我带美妏到台北车站楼上的微风那里吃饭~

我们逛了很久才决定在“台湾夜市”那里吃

我吃那个很大盘的木桶餐

我们只是相聚了大概一个多小时，

因为我要赶回去基隆七堵

这是因为我那边的公车最后一班是8点的

好希望可以谈久一点哦~

最后我们拍了几张相片作为我们在异地相逢的证据

[caption id="attachment_319" align="alignnone" width="500" caption="美妏与我"][/caption]

Updates as promised.. Part 2

After the lovely sunday that I spent, the next morning I was assigned to attend a seminar.. a boring seminar~
Seriously, I tell you for the whole day seminar, I slept for almost 3/4 of it..
Finally when it ended around 3.30pm, my ZhuRen bring me to KeeLung town
Both of them, husband and wife bring me to couple of place where "光阴的故事" scene took place..
This is one of them, from top of there, you can view almost the whole KeeLung town and the ocean scene there is surely 100% more beautiful than we had in Malaysia~

We been to few more places in KeeLung and had dinner over there, it's a kind of beef noodle, but they tend to use curry powder to cook it, not so spicy as curry in Malaysia.. But not bad as well..

Tuesday, the second day of the seminar..
We visited the Champion school of Taiwan on student road safety conscious in MuZa (木栅)
After that, we headed to DanShui (淡水) for lunch and afternoon session..

There were two option for us, whether to take the Ferry to go the other side or stay back and ride on the bicycle..
Due to the majority vote, I followed them to take the Ferry to go the other side which is 淡水老街..
and again, due to time consume, we didn't have much time to shop along the street.

Have a nice free trip there, although the first day was superb boring, I still got the free breakfast, lunch and dinner for two days.. What a nice seminar.. >v<

Then, Wednesday, as usual, I had a normal day in Marling Elementary School.. and of course, getting ready for Thursday Kindergarten Graduation Trip to XiaoRenGuo (小人国)

As being told earlier, I need to take care and kind of baby sit the children..
It's been great to visit there and was superb tired when you need to follow the little boy run here and run there de..
Didn't really play much of it and didn't really tour around the mini countries..
Yet it's been a nice experience to go out with cute little children..

Inside, there is a museum of Doreamon.. and according to them that's the only in the world, not in Japan nor other countries wo..

At first, I thought that was the end of my busy but interesting week..
..Who knows, on Friday noon time, my Principle invited me to attend a dinner at somewhere inside Marling area..
It was kinda sudden because at first I promised few of students to go out town with them de..
So, need to cancel it and replace it to another day..
Plus, ChingMan and ChinFang, both of Malaysian EPs wanted to come over at night..
It was a bit rushy and at first the plan was all of the Malaysian EPs will stay overnight at Marling Elementary school de..
Too bad that I couldn't manage to borrow the kindergarten room for them due to the fixed security code..
For the whole day, I keep up asking here and there to confirm the plan for Saturday..

Night time, we spent our time in one restaurant, "寜岚"
the food there Still ok but the amount is definitely more than what we had in Malaysia..
Normally, in dinner like that, we had around 7-8 dishes while here they had 10-12 dishes..
In the end, I fulled like hell le.. >w<

For the whole week, I had eaten tons and tons of food and no wonder of that, I felt that I gain weight again~
>.<''
Haiz.. If when I am back in Malaysia that time, you cant recognize me, please don't be surprise..

办公室风云~

我真的没想到在那小小的玛陵国小居然会有办公室风云！！！

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昨天，我应邀到陈羽侬学生的家

她爸爸妈妈阿嫲热情接待让我觉得很温馨

她们带我到基隆的碧砂渔港、忘忧谷、潮境公园等等

下午还让我到百福那里的水漾俱乐部去游泳..

晚上就招待我到他家吃饭

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就在用餐时，他们就有提到关于学校的东西

因为他们有一部分是学校家长会的会长和委员

所以他们知道的东西真的不少

有位杨妈妈本来也不想告诉我，但当我说出我知道老师们有分派时

她就说 ：“我本来都不想跟你讲，也不是什么光彩的事”

过后我才知道说原来小小的玛陵国小居然也有着办公室风云！！！

也就是一般的你争我抢、勾心斗角的戏码

真正的细节我不懂啦，可是我就觉得原来这些戏码不管到了那里都是一样的

都会发生，即使是在这朴素的玛陵国小

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校长太好人了，

老师不把校长放在眼里

主任间的你争我夺

组长们的博上位等等

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算了吧，这一切跟我都没有直接的关系

我会分享是因为我觉得这真的很真实

不管你去到那

这社会的真实面貌还是会出现

所以大家还是做好准备，好好的面对即将来临的社会生活吧~

闲聊

抱歉，居然隔了这么久才更新部落格

最近的我很好，

在台湾的一切都适应得很好而且好像胖了

腰间的肉好像增加了不少~

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最近的我去了很多地方

体会到更多不一样的台湾

我还蛮庆幸自己来到的是玛陵国小

这里的乡土风情让我深深地感受到说：

原来在这冷漠的社会里，还有一群抱有真情真意的人们

这个星期，我有幸地跟两个妈妈一起研习及到幼稚园的户外旅行去

看到的就真的好像是光阴的故事所演的

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对了，最近的我好像又迷上了光阴的故事

因为剧组当时拍摄的场地都在基隆一带

而我的学校，玛陵国小就是其中一个重要场所

贴心的柯主任知道我很喜欢那部剧,

所以把我带到光阴的故事剧中几个重要场地

到了现场体验，然后又回去翻查剧中场景

让我又迷上了光阴的故事

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最近的我成功地从一篇文赳赳的中文毕业词中翻译出它的英文版

重点是，他们的英文老师居然说我改得很棒

简单得来又很到位

这让我高兴上一阵子，

因为我从来没有想过那篇我在不到一个小时就搞定的东西会有如此的成效

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最近的我很懒，都不更新部落格

如果想知道更多我在台湾的细节情况

请浏览：http://n1523.blogspot.com

不过，我还没有更新完，还有一大部分哦

如果是要看照片的话，请浏览我的facebook: http://www.facebook.com/eNwAn?v=wall&story_fbid=396492629423#!/eNwAn 

好啦，就这样吧！

如果我可以的话，会勤快地更新的啦！

Updates as promised.. Part 1

It's been a busy week for me where I started to travel around for both fun and my internship purposes.

As I mentioned in the previous post, I been traveled to danshui, LongShanShi, GongGuan, ZhongZheng memorial hall, YangMingShan and YiLan..

I should add in another one which is XiaoRenGuo in TaoYuan.. ^^

Let's start with last Friday..
Last Friday, was my TN, Marling Elementary School election day, we had been preparing for that since Thursday afternoon.
It was very fresh for me because I never vote until I enter UKM but in Taiwan, they had this since Elementary school.
Their voting way also kinda different from us, they used a cop to vote where we usually cross on it.

and they do had this open counting vote in front of whole school, which is another new thing to me.

In Malaysia, I remember that only those that involved get to chance to see the vote but it is so different in Taiwan..

After school released, I went out with few of my students where they planned to treat me something to eat as well as celebrate my birthday..

It was fun and really different when you being recognized as a primary standard 6 student.

I was so shock when the snack stall auty say I look like standard 6!!! My God, it's been already almost 10 years from my standard 6 dy.. =.='''

After that, my ZhuRen brought me and Ching Man, another EP from Malaysia who had her internship in JinShan to a place for famous Duck cuisine. There we had our very full dinner and headed to KeeLung town right after that.

Keelung is a very nice place to visit at night with the condition that you have a car to bring you around..

I got some very nice photos from ChingMan camera and I should posted it up..

After touring around KeeLung town, we headed back to Chinese Cultural University and stay over at Michelle's room..

The next day, we went up YangMingShan and wanted to see the Calla (海芋) and other flowers

It is almost the end of the flower season and that's why all the Calla that we saw is not that beautiful le..

Anyhow, it was still a very nice trip where we had fun overthere and took lots of photo..

After that we moved to next stop which is LongShanSi (龙山寺), it is a very famous temple and we did sincerely pray along the way.

Gemini Landmark in front of LongShanSi

Next up, we moved to C.K.S memorial hall (中正纪念堂) and we had a lot of fun very there. The buildings there were awesome and we managed to take some funny photos..

Outside of the hall, there was this NBA roadshow. They had this exibition and stations to play around. Due to our over age, we cannot participate but they did allow us to play some of it.. ^^

Then we went to GongGuan (公馆) near National Taiwan University there to have dinner and walk around there for Nike, Adidas Sport shoes. It is cheaper compare to Malaysia price but I din't buy any also.. ;)

After a whole day of travelling, we went back CCU.

There, I spent my 1st few hour of my 21st birthday..

Din't really get to celebrate much on it but it was just like normal day..

Once special thing is that we actually saw S.H.E in front of us!!!

I think that is the very big present that God gave to me besides of celebrating my 21st years old in Taiwan..

Had lunch in Taipei Main Station (台北车站) with Michelle, ChingMan and SheyMun, and later on Evan joined in..

Didn't get to spend much time with them because my ZhuRen wanted to bring me to YiLan (宜兰) for dinner

For the photos that I took in YiLan, you can check on my facebook http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=lf#!/eNwAn..

So far for the first few spot that I had visited in that 3 days ba..

More coming up.. Stay tuned.. ^_^