Tiredness!!!!!!!

i'm damn tired toward the lifestyle tat i'm having nw!! i was wondering whether i am matured enough to handle things !! seems like my brain is not functioning well at this moment !! am i so stupid enough to choose the wrong pathway of mine wo???

actually wat's bodering me?? i dunno whether to write it out onot cos v'll stil b in here 2gether for less than half year de !! if i chose 2 do tat than i might b 2 cruel, if i'm not doing so, me myself 'll b suffering fr tat !! wat am i suppose 2 do ?who can tell me le?

it's a truth tat i cant choose my fren, they come 2 u actually! any of my fren nw, i din chose them , my destiny had chosen them 2 bcom my fren ... so, i cant blame who for wat had happen yet wat can i do is tat i can onli try to do my best toward wat i faced!!

sometimes i was wondering tat would tat b a stupid thing tat nw in the age of mine, stil having problems wit frens!! so silly !! still need some advice fr other ppl, then it would b a shame 2 me !! at lease me myself think like tat de!!!

i wanna tell the world wat i think and wat i feel bt there seems to b a huge invisible wall blocking me fr the outer world!!

here is a word tat i agree at this moment which is tat i totally agree with a fren of mine : v, al together here is fr all different world !!!