最近的我，很任性
任性地想逃避
任性地不想负责任
任性地颓废
一如上一个部落所说的
我失去自我了
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今天，知道了MID SEM EXAM 的成绩
很差，真的很差
可是它却再也引不起我的斗志了
朋友很讶异地看着我
当她知道的时候
haiz，
我也不懂，
感觉上，成绩已经不是能激发我的工具了
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之前，很想说
我很想任性一下
不想面对这么多
可现在的我，
算是已经任性够了
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难道，成人的世界就是这样吗？
那我可以很任性地说，
我不想长大吗？
我的理智告诉我
不可能
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有时候在想，
早熟的我是否错过了太多太多可以任性的时候呢？
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it seem like both of us lose in the middle of jungle....lost the important things....urself....mb it just the down moment .....i always telll myself...a better one will come soon....if there no rain then rainbow wont be appear.........it good that u know ur problem...n then u will goo find solution...i now many ppl say i m nt mature ...this because i dun like to be mature...for me...it the world of full of responsible...full of challenging....n full of falling....i keep escape frm mature...bt when it come to the time when u cant escape n u realise u need to grow up...and mature....then u will slowly end up become an adult....which face all the challenge n learn how to cope with the adulthood....how to adapt in it....mb in this moment u feel this kind of feeling....bt after thinking for a period....i sure u will be ok...n u will find a new u...........all the best........
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