Two become one..

Finally, decided to merge two blog into only 1 blog.
Reason behind is not because I am lazy, but it is because the server of my Mandarin blog is shutting down soon.
So, to prevent my lovely Mandarin blog from being disappear..
I decided to make these two turn to become the one and only one!

Anyway, it's been quite some time that I din't blog over here.
Decided to change a new template and background to celebrate the new born of this merging blog.

As usual, is gonna be simple and nice, I mean the template and background. LoL

Let's have some simple sharing about how's my life on the past 1 month.
I already practical at Hospital Taiping for 1 month and 2 days already.
Overall life there was easy.
Nothing much to do everyday but more to observation.
I do a lot of observation!
To MO(Medical Officer), Pt (Patient), Counselor, Staff, patient's family members and etc.
Everyday been jotting down lots of notes just in case I need them for the report.

There's only I thing I hate about hospital is that I need to adapt and layan with all the silly jokes which I don't really understand.
As usual, Chinese are not that well in BM and the common languages here is BM,
So, that's what gonna happen.
Am trying real hard to understand and try to adapt with them, plus is Perak slang rather than normal BM.
That's make me try even harder to understand!!

I wish that I could be better in the future 3 and a half weeks.
But overall-ly I am doing great and I learnt a lot and is still in learning process!!

P/S: My internal supervisor is coming on the coming Wednesday! Hope everything gonna be good on that day~! =)

我的农历生日

今天是我农历生日

一大清早，

爸爸妈妈在去开店之前

就拿了红包给我，

并祝我生日快乐~

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而后我准备了早餐

简单的肉酱意大利面

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过后大概是下午时，

竟然有快递到我家来

出去签收后发现竟然有两份我的邮递！

一份是psykid姐妹送的



一份是姐姐及未来姐夫送的卡片

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收到礼物及卡片真的超开心的

我很意外

因为真的没有想到会收到意外的礼物

而且还是超可爱的绒毛熊

真的很开心

要谢谢grace，美妏，melia，美君跟李韵的礼物及卡片

谢谢姐姐及未来姐夫的生日卡片~

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不仅如此

当我从外婆家沿途回来时

居然看到罕见的双彩虹

虽然很短暂

但感觉上是老天爷送我的礼物

让我看得见罕见的一幕

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~相片不是很清楚，因为身上只有手机，没带相机~

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晚餐时间时，

妈妈准备了超丰富的晚餐



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这一切一切让我的农历生日过得充实

但愿往后的日子也会如此平凡充实~

纯分享

看到这时

我的心都顿了下

好像是锤头重重的在我心上敲了下..

不知你会否有同样的感觉呢？

谢谢你 =)

昨晚上跟你倾述后真的好多了

谢谢你！

你的话语让我温暖了起来

让我重新燃起了希望

燃起了勇气！

所以谢啦！

还有，真的超想你的

要快快回来啦~

>.^

Waiting time to pass..

I think this is my first time blogging using my phone. It's been months that I din't update this blog. I was so damn busy for the pass 3 months.. My thesis, responsibility as VPTM, assignments and etc. Even now I am really free as currently is having industrial training.

Yet, life is much easier compare months ago. ^_^

Talking about what I am doing now, I'm currently trainee counselor at hospital. Today is my official 6th day but actual 2nd day. Nothing much to talk about it now but I believe there 'll be more to share later on.

Shall update weekly on my internship stories. Stay tune.

逃

看到了裂痕

我却很想逃开

不想面对

不想去解决

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坦白说

我真的很没有信心

没有信心说它会持久

更不用说是到永远了

大家有了各自的生活

生活的重心不一样了

有了种渐行渐远的倾向

过往的自己会不顾一切的挽回

但如今的我却步了

不想当主动的人了

因为我累了

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虽然说友情也是没有东西可以衡量的

但至少那感情不是骗人的

现在的我们

感觉上好像为了象征性的聚会

为了办而办

有了敷衍的感觉

感觉上联系我们的是那所谓象征性的聚会

一旦聚会没有了，我们也就散了

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我不想这样

我不想看到我当年预见的情形会发生

可我也没了力气

没了勇气

也没了那冲动

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那天的我

有点冲动

说了出来

感觉有点笨、白痴

如果我说了出来

就等于把大家已经很微薄的联系再砍上几刀

把岌岌可危的友情再往绝望谷推了推

所以

现在的我更想逃了

我不想面对了

我变得脆弱了

很脆弱的那种

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如果你们看到了

请原谅我的敏感

请原谅我放弃主动的原因

请原谅我逃避的行为

我

不懂我还可以做些什么让我们好过点

好吧，让我自己好过点，在这段友情当中..

还有，原谅我的情绪化..