两个我~~

拥有两个部落格，

每天写些不一样的东西

感觉上就像是两个我~

这个部落格的我很感性

那个部落格的我很理性

这个部落格的我是写中文的

那个部落格的我是写英文的

可是两个的共同点是：

“它们都交待了我的情绪和想法”

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我想这还满符合我双子座的个性吧

虽然自己也没真的这么双子

有点更偏向金牛的我

有时候很固执

有时候变化得很快

有时候连我自己都不知道下一刻的我是怎么样的~

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想到两个自己，就想到阿妹的“分生”

还满符合我的~

Hot Weather..><''

I am now in my sister house, er, can consider half of my KL house oso de..
Is still studying "physiology and behavior" and haven't started for experimental method..

Is hard to continue when I am studying under this hot weather..
Just bath then after 5 minutes then I start sweating already..
You can imagine how hot it is here.. ><''

I wanna study
I wanna concentrate
I wanna a cooler weather!!!

坚强的心

何时我才会有颗坚强的心呢？

不是因为最近又受了什么委屈

也不是因为什么大事发生了

就很纯粹的感慨吧~

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刚刚看了赵薇演的花木兰，有些感慨

戏里说：“如果不割舍感情的牵盼，心无论如何都硬不起来的”

当时听了觉得很残忍，因为感情就使分辨人和禽兽的关键要点

如果连感情都割舍了，那我们还有什么值得我们去追求的呢？

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要坚强就一定要变得那样吗？

坚强的心可以让我无论遇到什么都可以站起来

就像我之前的post，

对我来说，坚强的心就是当伤口再次被撒上盐，不再觉得疼痛吧~

不过我想那应该是不可能的吧！

伤口痛了，遇上盐更痛了..

那是定律，当觉得不痛时，是麻木了而不是不痛了~

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在意越多，受伤的机率也越多

有时候很想告诉自己，算了吧！

别在意那么多了，你在意的，人家可能都不稀罕呢

可偏偏就是控制不了自己

这就是当年我的想法，

有时候偏执的在意和执着反而让自己受到更大的伤

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过了这么多年在外闯荡的日子，

经历过许许多多的悲欢离合、起起伏伏

我应该变得更加地坚强

这么反而变得更加地多愁善感呢？

正在思考着~~

初恋红豆冰~

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由本地制作的另一部电影..

我看了觉得很好看，至少我感受到了阿牛想带出的感觉吧

电影本身就像是一部时光机，

它把我们带回小时候，

让我们回忆我们曾经度过的岁月和那味道..

虽然有些人会觉得电影本身太过本土化，有点低水准的感觉

可是，就是那些熟悉的语言、熟悉的画面和熟悉的举动，把我们带进了更深的境界

让我们自己去体会电影想带出的意义..

初恋通常都是最让人回味的，因为往往的初恋都是无疾而终

我想电影本身想到出的不止是那样吧！

它把青少年们的彷徨无助、天真、叛逆、勇气

都一一地刻画在电影的帆布上..

看了很感慨，也很感动..

我觉得初恋红豆冰真的是很值得捧场的本地电影！

大家，如果有机会的话，去戏院捧捧场吧~~

Exam=Memory Test???

Ya, I dunno why but I had this feeling since this semester..
Exam nowadays is more like a memory test to me rather than testing knowledge..

Every time when there is exam coming, people tend to do last minutes work..
Ya, of course including myself.. ><
But the main point here is that, all of us are trying to memorize the details/facts/theories and bla bla bla

No one seems to remember the real purpose of exam already..
It's been distorted since a very long time ago..
Now people are concern about the results, but not the knowledge..
So, in order to get a good results, you need to score well in your exam..
In order to score well in the exam, you need to know all the thing that you learn in 14 weeks time and answer the exam questions correctly..
In order to answer them correctly, you need to know how to put in nice words so that the lecturer will understand you..
In order to put in nice words, the best way is to memorize all those notes given by them!!!

You see, maybe this is not exactly what happen but it seemed like to me..
I'm not a person that like to memorize or neither used it
I always love to understand the concepts behind the facts/theories/systems and bla bla bla..
BUT, when I go further and further, I discover that sometimes, it is not just understand sufficient..
I understand but I cant put in into the words that the lecturer want it to be, then WHAT's the point??

Memorizing won't make the knowledge stay, so most of the courses that I had taken in my 1st year, I barely remember them except for those that I like..
Haiz, the reason why I wrote this is because I really tired of every time memorizing just to face the exam..
This is not what it suppose to be~

No mood to memorize = no mood to study
no mood to study = no good answers
no good answers = no good results
no good results = no good job secure in the future

Does all that sound logic???
=.=

疯狂的吃~~

对，我们刚刚的确是疯狂的吃~

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刚考完第一张Paper就疯狂的吃！！

虽然说目的是为了庆祝生日的人，可是我觉得大家都是为了bonanza而去的啦~

吃得开心就好啦~~

我们真的很疯狂，

六个人就吃了39盘

而且我想有超过一半是紫色盘的

也就是RM6的，

所以说啊，这次真的是超划算的

上次我们去Kajang那里吃，

不但没有吃到很多RM6的，

而且还要排队.. 真是的！！

下次懂了，我们就去Alamanda就好啦~~ 耶！！！

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疯狂完后，就是时候回到现实了吧！

接下来还有5张Paper要考

可是好像都没有考试的气氛和情绪呐

怎么办呢？

刚刚的考试都好像是假的，完全没有感觉

做就做咯

考嘛考咯

就是这样，真的不懂自己在搞什么~~

无论如何，告诉自己一定可以的，

因为我是我啊~~ =)

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还有，我match到了

确定可以去台湾了

现在正在等台湾的文件，只要一接到就可以去做Visa了

开心开心

也有点怕怕

因为第一次出国嘛~

还要是单身匹马的去~~

不过还是老话一句，

相信自己，我可以的

因为我是我啊~~ =）

Good Luck for exam

Yea, everyone in UKM..
GOOD LUCK for the coming exam..


p/s: Finally I changed the blog's title to "Look upon my world"..
sound sentimental to me~
I feel is much better where it suit for a blog compare to FrEedoOoM!!!!
It's 1.20am now and I still have two chapter of the child psychology haven't read for twice..
So, It's time to back to reality and face the challenges already..


I swear to myself that I will try my best and strive for the exam de!!
Add Oil ba everyone!!

Another New Template..

How's the new template??

I like it pretty much..

Although the font is a bit too small for the sidebar,

it don't look nice when I change it into medium size,

this is the best where it fits the size of the sidebar..

Thought of changing the Blog's name into something else

but in the end din do that because I feel like wanna remain the originality of this blog..

Having another English based blog can help me improve and strengthen my English

Although there is no nice quoting, nice wording nor nice sharing..

I still wanna keep this as my another blog..

For those that wish to read in Chinese,

kindly visit http://n1523.blog.friendster.com

I often share my views and thoughts and feelings there in my native Language

and I like it very very much..

Ok la, it's time to say goodbye to blogspot for few days..

Wanna focus on my coming exam already

Since I've been wasting almost the whole study week doing nothing..

So, it's time to pay back~~