看时机的生气

原来很多时候，并不是说生气就生气

即使是生气也不能表现出来

即使有万分的委屈和不甘也不能痛痛快快地表现出来

为了顾全大局而生的闷气

或许是我笨吧！

每次有什么不爽我都会第一时间说明

倾诉不愉快的当儿反而被人责备

天啊！当下我需要的是安慰、是谅解

而不是责备...

这让我明白说很多时候，我们都是看着别人脸色过日子的

本以为这已经是个平等的世界，

谁知原来不是的...

受了多少委屈我不想说

今天真的让我明白说我的决定是对的

我的确不适合在继续下去了

2010 年的 新希望

告别了 2009

也告别了一切不好的人事物

步入新的一年就应该有新的希望

新的一年也只希望说一切都顺顺利利

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就在我们倒数2010年时，

我幸运地目睹了长达几分钟的烟花

在那刹那间我明白烟花为何名为烟花了

当我头一仰，映入眼帘的是一朵朵绚烂华丽的花

此花开就仅此几秒

看到此景我不禁感触起来

不知如果我对着那绚烂的烟花许起愿来的话

那愿望是否会成真呢？

如果我的愿望和祝福都会随着烟花残余的粉末而飘向远方

那，这效果会否如同人们对这流星许愿呢？

无论如何，那也只不过是种想法罢了

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烟花，或许就是2010内让我领悟的第一件物品吧！

很多人努力了一生

追求的或许就是如烟花般的绚烂华丽

可是人们都忘了说，烟花虽美却无法长存

绚烂后也只能随风而逝

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这会是一个很好的领悟

我想2010年是在提醒自己这是安分守己的一年吧

与其追求烟花般绚烂但短暂的梦想

我宁愿为自己定下一个平凡可是安稳的目标

不让自己的2010年因为追求而追求

人生应该是逍遥的

再平凡的梦也会因为真实而变得美丽

2010

Today is already the 3rd day of 2010..
Not able to update the blog as the new year come along
Yet manage to make some wishes..

I dare not hope for lots of things but just a few..
I hope this year I'll manage to handle obstacles in a better way
Hope that 2010 will be a good year for me..
Hope that in 2010, all my family members will stay in good health
Hope that "Lian Thong" business maintain as it is now
Hope that God bless that sis get into Matric

Haha.. that's really not a few but quite a lots le~~
but never mind, as a whole, I hope that 2010 will be a good year for all...

Christmas Celebration

This year christmas wasn't as usual where I usually celebrated in Penang with my family members

So, this year christmas was a bit different and special...

Celebrating christmas at Sunway with Kelly AMY, MeiWen, Qiqi, Sharon, AiMing, ShuShean and a few of Kelly AMY friends...

It was great when hanging out with friends although there's nothing much that we had done..

1st time going MOS, honestly, I think it was terrible, the atmosphere made me wanna vomit..

Hmm... maybe that would be the sign that I am not suitable to be inside ba!!

I love dancing, but not that kind of random type of shaking here and there ba..

Square dances are 1000000000 times more fun and enjoyable!!!

at Sunway

after countdown, we went to Asia Cafe near there after chitchat for around 1 hour, we headed back to Kelly's house..

after settle down everything, it's almost 4 in the morning le...

Thought there would be any pillow talk session, but I guess everyone was too tired to have that ba..

Just talk a little bit of gossip then we all surrendered..

The next morning, we went to IOI mall to have Movie of ALVIN and the Chipmunks 2

It's nice anyway!!

Walking here and there after the movie ended and went back at around 5pm..

I was along with Qiqi and MeiWen, heading to MV because I suppose to meet up my sister there while both of them going back UKM lo..

ThE other thing that I wanna share is that I finally watched AVATAR le..

It's really nice and make people start to realize what we exactly did and what exactly happened in this world.

Not only the story line make me feel enjoy watching it, but also the scene..

There were too many beautiful scenes..

If you had the chance, go and watch it.. It's worthy!!!

2009 Christmas with no christmas dinner

no exact countdown

not in Gurney Penang

but with Friends

with Sister and her BF

with 2 movies

and ShoPping~~

Not that bad BUT I Enjoyed it :)

while waiting to enter the hall

悲伤的冬至

冬至，应该是一家人团圆的时候

可是今年的冬至，却是充满眼泪的

眼睛哭到累了

事情却好像越变越糟

不想告诉别人到底发生了什么事

明天看到我红肿的双眼

请不要问我

BlogsSsSs...

It's been quite sometime that I din't update my blog le..
Because I'm now helping my dad at our own family business ma..
Everyday after work will be very very tire, so ma no energy to write any blog liao lo..

By the way, talking back to the topic, "BlogsSsSs..."
Why would it be le??
Because I just realize that among my secondary classmates, almost all of them have at least a blog..
and most of them are connected..
unlike me, my blogs usually visited by my Uni frens and a couple of my best frens..

Perhaps, this is what make me different from them gua..
During my form 4 form 5 time, never doubt that there are bundles of groups among our class
and as I know, there is a huge group among that and if not mistaken they are still connected
I guess this is what make up prejudice ba, categorization ma..
Till now, I still do not have good impression and perception about them..
I do not know what to say about that but as I mentioned before,
there wasn't much good memory about them, neither the whole class..

Perhaps I'm the kind of who do not like to form big big group but a small small group???
hmmm.. wondering..
Even now, when I'm back in Taiping,
I just hang-out with couple of my best frens niah..
I never hope that I will have a bundle of close frens, but I really hope that I can maintain the friendship between 5 of us..
It's neither a big number nor a small number
just hope to maintain it lo...

BlogsSsSs...
I guess blog really can help in maintaining relationship and also letting us to understand someone more
Yet, I'm the only one that like to blogging always
I'm the one that always write and the rest 4 of them always reading lo..
Not saying tired of it
because I really love to express it out in blog sometimes
but, If let says the rest of them also start blogging frequently, then it's a better way for us to understand each other ma..
Knowing them for almost 8 years liao, but still not really know very very deep..
just Hope Hope Hope and hope lo...

暂别

我想是应该趁我还有些些的时间

告诉大家我将暂别这个部落格咯

没想到的是，假期的我反而更加的忙碌

最近的我都在帮忙我爸店里的生意

等到放工时，我都已经累得不想多动了

更不用说频频的更新部落格了

所以，我在这里郑重地宣布，

“我的。。”将停止更新一直到我有空为止吧！！

应该也是以两个月以后的事吧~~

掰掰咯大家~~

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2012

曾经答应说我会把它写下的

好吧！那就简简单单的把握地感受写下吧！

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2012，是我在第一次无眠长达31小时后去看的

也是第一次坐在第一排

可以想象到说我是看的有多么的辛苦吧

但很惊奇的是，我看到最后并没有什么辛苦的感觉了

一切一切都被那震撼和感动的画面被掩盖过了

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不想透露太多故事内容

可是我想分享我的感受···

不想隐瞒说2012的几个画面让我忍不住地泪流满面

不至于稀里哗啦的哭法

但就是那种泪盈满眶、眼泪忍不住自己掉下来的那种

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让我感动的地方有很多

因为2012着重的是人情

有许多幕让我不禁的感慨起来

2012显现的是人性

人性的丑陋、人性的伟大等等的

我真的很想说，2012真的是一部值得一看的电影

我不懂别人的感受

但，我想，这是一部让我想很多的电影

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如果，2012年，世界末日真的发生了

那我想，我会是认命的那位

当然，如果我真的注定要死于这世界末日

我不会反抗

但我会回想起我活在世上的每个日子

至少我可以很光荣的告诉自己说，

我没有白活过···

感觉上，有些许的悲观

但我认为是乐观

因为我感谢老天爷让我在世的20多年来，

不曾留下遗憾

至少现在的我是没有遗憾的..

感谢天让我有爱我的家人

感谢天让我有关心我的朋友们

感谢天让我曾经有过无数的朋友，即使有些已经不是了

感谢天让我曾经有过最光辉的日子

感谢天让我曾经拿过第一、代表过学校去全国赛、还有在千人面前指挥过

感谢天给了我无数的喜怒哀乐

让我可以很理智地度过我的人生...

怎么感觉上我好像在留我的遗言一样呢？

别误会啦，这只是很感性的想法罢了

即使2012年世界末日真的会发生

我依然会积极地活下去

因为我不会做让自己后悔的事的！！！

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2012真的很棒！还没看的朋友一定要看~~~