Good bye my junior year...

one more day and I'm no longer junior anymore..
so sad to say that..

throughout this year, I learn a lot of things and have a lot of fun..
no matter how, it will always hatch in my memory..

i still remember the first day entering UKM, i don even know where is Kolej Aminnudin Baki..
and terpaksa ask someone at the roadside near kolej Dato Onn..
it was so funny that time..

then, finally we manage to find my kolej..
then, it's the pendaftaran time..
I remember that abang Lai who register for me.. because he is the only Chinese there.. haha
then, i get my room key and headed to my room..

when i entered the room, siew chee and her parents already there..
they already clean up part of the room and she is waiting her turn to bath..
then without wasting time, i start to unpack my stuff..

then i sent my parents to my uncle car and say good bye to them..
proud to say that, this time i din cry.. ^^

then when I was back in room,
I started my first conversation with siew chee..
I dun remember what we say but it's like usual ice breaking la..
and i feel so glad that she is also taking psychology..
bla, bla, bla..

it was so long story to tell..
then we headed to dataran k4 and started our orientation week..
for the whole orientation week, i was so tired that i almost don't know what I'm doing..

somehow I joined the artisukma choir and accidentally become one of the conductor for the performance..
oh my goodness lo, i conducted the choir team in front of thousand plus people during the sumpahan pelajar..

because of choir, i met some new friends and they are mei wen, lay mei, june, su hui, jing wen..
we were so close during the mmp week.. hehe^^

then it was the end of mmp week la..
then we started our fac orientation lo..
I was so unlucky being picked as the gantian of FSSK candidate...
em, should i say unlucky??
whatever la~~

then i was being assign to partner with davin, the other candidate..
throughout the whole things, i feel like being slightly humilated..
this is because i know how i look wo, it is imposible for me to be voted as the candidate de la~~
haiz, but somehow, i promised Joshua already, so cannot just go away..
somehow, i took that as a good learning experience la..

em.. what else le??
oh ya, ming hua!!
i was so luckly to be elected as one of the board of ming hua, which is the Chinese society of Amin..
and never forget about amin Choir team, I was the vice president of it..
glad to have both of it..

that started my quite busy kolej life lo~~

it was so much more to say about my junior year, that is just interesting part of my first semester..

now is the turn of second semester,
actually second semester i din do much things la..
but in this semester, i getting more and more close with ah lee, mei wen, mui yee, ice, grace..
really glad to have them as my friends.. ^^

never forget about PR stimulasi..
i was elected as the pengarah for protokol..
gosh, you know how much i hate about protokol??
i hate it that much ar~~

but somehow, through it, i really learn a lot..
learn about protokol~~
PR is all about protokol only, not more than that!!

i think that's all about 2nd semester lo~~

this is the most fun part, 3rd semester!!
i never regret of taking it
and i found lots of fun!!!

because of 3rd sem, i become more and more close with mei wen, grace, mui yee and wai thing..
we go a lot of places, such as sunway piramid, cheras pasar malam, maybank kajang..
really have fun during all the outing.. ^^

then it would be the preparation of Natcon 2009 le!!
like what i wrote in the blog,
it was tiring but i had a lot of fun and enjoy the process of it..
and also learn a lot of things lo..

and now, it is almost the end for my junior year..
i'm so so so unwilling to say that i'm already senior!!*sob*

but somehow, this is the true ar!!
cannot deny it~~

so, what i can say is that hopefully my 2nd year in UKM would be as fine as my junior year lo~~

^^

小说~~

我发现自己真的很爱看小说，

即使是明天要考试，我也忍不住猛追小说！！

看小说可以让我放松心情，

让我暂时忘记考试的压力，

忘情的投入在小说情节里！！

现在正在努力的追着恶女街系列，

让我看的忘我~~

书里面，恶女二号，阿宅简圣德说，会爱上小说是因为对爱情的艨艟~~

那我呢？我又是为了什么而爱上小说的呢？？

What shall I write in a blog??

after sometime,
i notice that my blog is quite long compare to other people..
my friend told me when she first read me blog,
she said, "one of your blog post equal to my whole blog post"
hehe^^

at that moment, i din't think much of it..
but really after sometimes,
especially when i saw other people blog,
i found that she is right wo~~

usually people's blog won't be that long de wo~~
mine can consider as the article liao lo..
especially the Chinese version !!

haha.. this make me start of thinking whether to change to my style of writing blog dy..
what you guys think le??
should i post the short but precise or just follow my instinct ar??

NATCON 2009

当我答应参与这个活动的时候，我就已经预算好会有几忙的了~~

当日子一天一天的靠近时，我们更加是忙得不可开交~~

但，无可否认的是，这活动让我学会了很多，同时，也献上我无数的第一次...

要从哪里说起呢？？

就从刚开始筹备的那边讲起吧！！

我被分派到LOGISTIC的部门，

顾名思义，就是要当跑腿~~

可以说是从几个星期前，我就不断地东跑西走的...

是很累，不过幸好一切都很顺利。

我遇到的人都很好，不但帮我顺利通过申请，还给予我些可贵的教导~~

到了要开始的前两三天，

我们更加卖力的为那活动做准备功夫..

那其中的一天竟然忙到凌晨三点钟~~

我的天，我从来没有开会到酱夜的...

回到房间，梳洗一番就接近四点了~~

真的很累！！

到了活动的开始，我们一样是那么累，

但整个过程中我都不曾后悔过，

我很享受这种很充实的感觉~~

讲回那些第一次吧！！

在这活动中，我第一次爬窗进去FST，

也第一次呆在FST酱久！！

第一次在DAM里睡觉，

第一次在DAM和DG唱K...

那里的音效还真的不错~~呵呵

第一次当秘书，而且还是很失败的秘书~~

人家当秘书是要写报告的，我什么都不用做，

会议主席帮我做完，我只需要记录些许的会议重点...

想回起来还真是有点点的过意不去了！！

到了现在，距离活动结束已经有几天了，

我还是很怀念，

但愿自己还有机会很我的团友们一起努力的搞活动吧！！

tired learning experience

finally, it come to the end..
NATCON 2009

honestly, we did not prepare it in a enough time mode but it is like last minute work
due to lack of time, so we need to rush up lots of things,
so, we all don really have time to rest during two whole weeks..

yet, i do learn a lot from it,
i learn how to deal with people...
i learn how to setup the LCD layar, and projector
i learn how to setup the PA system, at learn some of it la..
i learn how to communicate better with people..
i learn how to jot down important points during meeting
and i learn quite a lot of AIESEC square dance..

not only that,
during the national convention,
i did contribute lots of my first time...
first time explore in FST,
first time sing K in DAM and DG,
first time sleep in DAM,
first time dance in front of so many people,
first time climb into a building through windows,
first time go JPP and Pusat Penerbitan, etc...

this event really give me a great experience and also impact in my life..
although it is really tiring but i never blame for not enough sleep..
yet, I'm glad of becoming one of the OC of NATCON 2009..

结束时的感想~~

当一段友情走不下去时，我们该怎么办才是最好的方法？？
曾经，我是那个逃避的人……
所以我明白那感受和想法……

当我现在站在这里，
看着朋友以逃避着的方式面对着我时，
就像看到以前的自己……

我应该体谅的，
在我如此明白的时候，
可是，或许太了解了，
让我对彼此失去了信心~~

结束，或许是件好事..
我不想再逼任何人，
既然你已经做出了决定~~

但，始终我还是不知道事情的真相，
算了吧！就让我死得不明不白吧！
因为我累了，我不想再迁就下去，不想再妥协了~

就算是真的没了她当我的朋友，
我也觉得算了，
我没有力去理会了……

无论如何，是结束了..
但，曾经，我们是朋友~~

Home..

I'm at home..
Love to be at home..
and yet I'm not always at home..

When I decided to take matriculation,
it started my own journey..
which away from home..'

I'm not the lucky person,
because the college or university that i get is far from my home..

Unlike those that staying near,
they can always going back home..

Me??
I can only go back home once a month
and only for about 2-3 days..

pity??
NO..
my sarawak friends even pity..
they cant even go back once a month..
but really once a while..

From this,
I realised that I'm not the worst..
so, I start not to blame..
but take this opportunity to learn more things..

Now, I'm at home..
home sweet home..
enjoying the peace and wondering environment at Taiping..

although soon, I'll be back to UKM
and supposedly not going back home until exam finish..
em.. this is really a good time for me to enjoy..
at least once last time before exam ma..

Taiping, I love to stay here..
things here are cheap,
foods are nice and cheap..
people here are nice and warm..
and of course,
my lovely Family members lo~~
muaks~~ :)

Decided...

Once decided, I won't look back
won't regret for my decision
won't feel sorry for anyone else

If really it appears that I make the wrong decision,
I won't blame myself for that but I'll take up the consequences..

So..
Friend, don't blame me for my decision..
It took me time to decide
and it seems like this is the best solution among all..
that suit both U and me..