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DIn UpDate thIs BlOg cOs rECently I aM qUitE buSy ar!!!

stArT fRom 14th Mac, I hAv 3 diNner folLowiNg eacH..

1st is AmiN mInG Hua stEamBoat ceLEbrAtion aT sErdAng...

2nd is aMin ABADI at DECTAR..

3rd is Pr diNNer Nite at HoteL eQ..

sO, u cAn imAgiNE hW maNy KG I gAin !!

haHA!!

sO, Nw neEd to reDUce weIgHt adY lO...

bY tHe wAy, I sHall Post sOme pIc dE...
I lIke thIs Pic Vry Much..

coOL AmIn FSsK gIRls...

AbadI nIt3.. me AnD mEI Wen...

tHis Is aFter cOmiNg baCk fRom eQ..

jInGwEn and mE.. aT eQ

deCiSion...

after thinking for a while and listening to all my friends advice, finally i came up with the decision. i plan to do that in my way. as G say, when we are mad about something, only devil will be happy. i cannot control myself from not thinking about it. but i can try. why making myself suffer within all this. when i manage to do the two F, then I'll be free of this thing. i think now i can start trying, try to forgive and forget. start to think from her perspective and stop blamming her but look into myself. I'll still treat her as friend, even she might not want me to do that. If so, that is her part of problem already, as long as i'm comfort with what i'm doing, and as long as i'm not hurting people and myself in purpose.

by the way, thk G, SL and MW, you all did help me in this situation...

the trUth!!!

finally i kno the truth...

actually when i been told about tat, i was like strike by lighting..
i nvr have the intention to do that but she appear like turning all my meaning the other way round...

especially bout the dekan thing...
i can swear that i juz ask her as it is juz a normal chit-chat topic..
it's reali a "walau" for that lo...

when i thk of like wanna settle the thing, she is busy..
and when she is kind of free, then i'm busy...
for me, she is a bit self-centred.. but maybe so do me..
when two self-centred people meet, this is the consequences...
what to do??

now can only wait lo.. wait until she is free lo...
although that time i might not have time for it, but stil need to settle this things down...
although it's quite impossible for me, but to avoid her from misunderstanding anymore, this is the only way...

cannot say she is selfish when i was told that she claimed that i'm selfish also...
i dunno what's my feeling right now because i'm really blank!!!

just hoping that this thing will end soon..
only two outcome i'll get..
either be friend or not be friend..

失去方向感的我~~~

不懂为什么,感觉上,最近的我好像失去了方向感···

不管做什么都好,好像都不是我来的,就像失去了灵魂似的···

回到了房间,好像都不懂要做什么似的!

是忙到麻木了吗?

不懂···

是我没有把灵魂带回来吗?

不懂···

心在哪里?

神在哪里?

我不断的寻找着,因为我不想因为这样而失去自我···

最近,朋友不懂怎么了,好像都遇到问题··

他们遇到问题时,却不再向我提出了,反而渐渐的远离···

曾经,她跟我朋友说过, “你的朋友都在伤害我!!”

其实,这句话重重地伤害了我,

我不懂我哪里伤害了她, 也想不通,因为我们之间的交际已经越来越少了··

当一个人没有方向感时,就像是整个天地只剩下自己一个人了!!

慌张,恐惧,害怕···

就在这时候,爸爸像懂得我的困境似的,打了一通电话给我··

但了将近一个半小时, 也让我对困扰我的问题,有了比较明确的看法了··

但,我始终没将朋友之间的问题告诉了爸爸··

因为我知道这是我的人生,所以不可能要爸爸为我解决所有的的问题的!

无论如何,谢谢你,DADDY!!!

HurT...

am i getting hurt?
due to what she say?
"all your frens are hurting me!!"
ya...
honestly, I'm hurt..
yesterday, we are rushing for her birthday present and birthday card..
and try to giv it to her at sharp 12.00 o'clock..
something happened and this make us unable to do as we wish..
but, she's like not happy with it..
as if we never celebrate her birthday, she's still ok with it..
i was hoping that she would feel our heart when we give her the surprise..
but , it is not!!!

ish... what actually happened??
can anyone tell me?
can u be honest to be?
telling wat make u feel that i'm hurting you..

我要减肥!!!

自从去年的大放假后,我的体重就一直向上升!!!

天啊!究竟我要发胖到几时呢??

昨天我们到serdang 的海棠去庆功,庆祝我们那成功的pap~~~

天晓得我吃几多吗?

我从一开始就没有停下来过,从大概七点多吃到差不多十点~~

当停下来时,觉得真的是很饱!!

整个肚子都露了出来,朋友都笑我说看起来像有了三个月咯!!

真是沮丧啊!!

所以我要减肥!!

不要再吃下去了啦,等下衣服都不能穿了~~~

天啊,别让我再吃这么多了啦!!

忙!!

回来后就会很忙,忙着 ASSIGNMENT、KOLEJ的表演、功课、还有活动等等···

可以预算自己将来会有几忙的···

haiz,很不想这样子,可是没有办法啦!!

生活就是这样,忙碌的生活才会显得出生活的意义··

除了这些,我想我还需要在这忙碌的时候,好好地调整自己的心态和面对人的态度··

当大家都很忙的时候,其实朋友之间就有问题了,因为不当的沟通和误会,让我们都陷入了僵局··

所以还要在这之间抽些时间来解决问题,而且要趁快勒, 天啊!为什么我酱多问题的??

无语问苍天···

友情=人生??

其实,一段堪称完美的友情有可能出现吗?
所谓的完美是指没有裂痕,没有起伏不定的时候..

可是,问问自己,有可能吗?
我们会期待,可是有可能发生吗?

这么多年来,自己经历过许许多多的风风雨雨..
每次都让我感受到人的多变...

可能前一刻,我们之间的友情是好好的;
可是到了下一刻,她可以转过身来反问你是谁?

友情不可能完美无缺,
就像人生一样,是有起有落的...

经历过各种各样的人和事,
看透了不少,也参透了不少...

我想,重点是在原谅和忘记..
就像两个F,FORGIVE + FORGET
是一个信主的朋友告诉我的...

可是要做到这两个‘F’,很难..

可时间会是最好的冲缓剂,
当事情渐渐的在心中褐下它的踪迹时,
其实我们已经不在意了...

试问有谁不曾和朋友发生摩擦?
可是有谁又愿意因为小小的摩擦而失去珍贵的友情呢?