我想我应该在我的情绪上找一个平衡点了
这两天的我很烦躁
很担心
很无助
很无措
我不知道我应该做些什么
我知道我不应该不平衡
我知道自己很傻，如果一直为未知的东西担心
可是我就是过不了，我跨越不了
本来应该是开心的、放松的
慢慢因为不平衡的情绪而演变成了现在的我
平衡点真的那么远吗？
为什么我总是会迷失在情绪的迷雾当中呢？
这么多年来，我还是走不出来..
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Worrying..
Still less than 2 weeks to go before 5th of May..
But until now I haven't get my MOE letter from the Taiwan government
I am so worry about whether I can get it in time or not
I need the letter or document in order to get my Visa done!!
Deep in me, I so scared that I cant get things done before hand..
There are a lots of things that I need to settle.
This whole exam period I don't really have much time to prepare and think about that..
I hate this,
Hate this kind of feeling..
and I hate uncertainty
What I can do is pray and pray to God that I can get my MOE letter by this week..
Deep from me, I hope and pray..
God，don't do this to me~
Please la~~
But until now I haven't get my MOE letter from the Taiwan government
I am so worry about whether I can get it in time or not
I need the letter or document in order to get my Visa done!!
Deep in me, I so scared that I cant get things done before hand..
There are a lots of things that I need to settle.
This whole exam period I don't really have much time to prepare and think about that..
I hate this,
Hate this kind of feeling..
and I hate uncertainty
What I can do is pray and pray to God that I can get my MOE letter by this week..
Deep from me, I hope and pray..
God，don't do this to me~
Please la~~
Hot Weather..><''
I am now in my sister house, er, can consider half of my KL house oso de..
Is still studying "physiology and behavior" and haven't started for experimental method..
Is hard to continue when I am studying under this hot weather..
Just bath then after 5 minutes then I start sweating already..
You can imagine how hot it is here.. ><''
I wanna study
I wanna concentrate
I wanna a cooler weather!!!
Is still studying "physiology and behavior" and haven't started for experimental method..
Is hard to continue when I am studying under this hot weather..
Just bath then after 5 minutes then I start sweating already..
You can imagine how hot it is here.. ><''
I wanna study
I wanna concentrate
I wanna a cooler weather!!!
坚强的心
何时我才会有颗坚强的心呢？
不是因为最近又受了什么委屈
也不是因为什么大事发生了
就很纯粹的感慨吧~
*
刚刚看了赵薇演的花木兰，有些感慨
戏里说：“如果不割舍感情的牵盼，心无论如何都硬不起来的”
当时听了觉得很残忍，因为感情就使分辨人和禽兽的关键要点
如果连感情都割舍了，那我们还有什么值得我们去追求的呢？
*
要坚强就一定要变得那样吗？
坚强的心可以让我无论遇到什么都可以站起来
就像我之前的post，
对我来说，坚强的心就是当伤口再次被撒上盐，不再觉得疼痛吧~
不过我想那应该是不可能的吧！
伤口痛了，遇上盐更痛了..
那是定律，当觉得不痛时，是麻木了而不是不痛了~
*
在意越多，受伤的机率也越多
有时候很想告诉自己，算了吧！
别在意那么多了，你在意的，人家可能都不稀罕呢
可偏偏就是控制不了自己
这就是当年我的想法，
有时候偏执的在意和执着反而让自己受到更大的伤
*
过了这么多年在外闯荡的日子，
经历过许许多多的悲欢离合、起起伏伏
我应该变得更加地坚强
这么反而变得更加地多愁善感呢？
正在思考着~~
不是因为最近又受了什么委屈
也不是因为什么大事发生了
就很纯粹的感慨吧~
*
刚刚看了赵薇演的花木兰，有些感慨
戏里说：“如果不割舍感情的牵盼，心无论如何都硬不起来的”
当时听了觉得很残忍，因为感情就使分辨人和禽兽的关键要点
如果连感情都割舍了，那我们还有什么值得我们去追求的呢？
*
要坚强就一定要变得那样吗？
坚强的心可以让我无论遇到什么都可以站起来
就像我之前的post，
对我来说，坚强的心就是当伤口再次被撒上盐，不再觉得疼痛吧~
不过我想那应该是不可能的吧！
伤口痛了，遇上盐更痛了..
那是定律，当觉得不痛时，是麻木了而不是不痛了~
*
在意越多，受伤的机率也越多
有时候很想告诉自己，算了吧！
别在意那么多了，你在意的，人家可能都不稀罕呢
可偏偏就是控制不了自己
这就是当年我的想法，
有时候偏执的在意和执着反而让自己受到更大的伤
*
过了这么多年在外闯荡的日子，
经历过许许多多的悲欢离合、起起伏伏
我应该变得更加地坚强
这么反而变得更加地多愁善感呢？
正在思考着~~
初恋红豆冰~
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由本地制作的另一部电影..
我看了觉得很好看，至少我感受到了阿牛想带出的感觉吧
电影本身就像是一部时光机，
它把我们带回小时候，
让我们回忆我们曾经度过的岁月和那味道..
虽然有些人会觉得电影本身太过本土化，有点低水准的感觉
可是，就是那些熟悉的语言、熟悉的画面和熟悉的举动，把我们带进了更深的境界
让我们自己去体会电影想带出的意义..
初恋通常都是最让人回味的，因为往往的初恋都是无疾而终
我想电影本身想到出的不止是那样吧！
它把青少年们的彷徨无助、天真、叛逆、勇气
都一一地刻画在电影的帆布上..
看了很感慨，也很感动..
我觉得初恋红豆冰真的是很值得捧场的本地电影！
大家，如果有机会的话，去戏院捧捧场吧~~
[/caption]由本地制作的另一部电影..
我看了觉得很好看，至少我感受到了阿牛想带出的感觉吧
电影本身就像是一部时光机，
它把我们带回小时候，
让我们回忆我们曾经度过的岁月和那味道..
虽然有些人会觉得电影本身太过本土化，有点低水准的感觉
可是，就是那些熟悉的语言、熟悉的画面和熟悉的举动，把我们带进了更深的境界
让我们自己去体会电影想带出的意义..
初恋通常都是最让人回味的，因为往往的初恋都是无疾而终
我想电影本身想到出的不止是那样吧！
它把青少年们的彷徨无助、天真、叛逆、勇气
都一一地刻画在电影的帆布上..
看了很感慨，也很感动..
我觉得初恋红豆冰真的是很值得捧场的本地电影！
大家，如果有机会的话，去戏院捧捧场吧~~
Exam=Memory Test???
Ya, I dunno why but I had this feeling since this semester..
Exam nowadays is more like a memory test to me rather than testing knowledge..
Every time when there is exam coming, people tend to do last minutes work..
Ya, of course including myself.. ><
But the main point here is that, all of us are trying to memorize the details/facts/theories and bla bla bla
No one seems to remember the real purpose of exam already..
It's been distorted since a very long time ago..
Now people are concern about the results, but not the knowledge..
So, in order to get a good results, you need to score well in your exam..
In order to score well in the exam, you need to know all the thing that you learn in 14 weeks time and answer the exam questions correctly..
In order to answer them correctly, you need to know how to put in nice words so that the lecturer will understand you..
In order to put in nice words, the best way is to memorize all those notes given by them!!!
You see, maybe this is not exactly what happen but it seemed like to me..
I'm not a person that like to memorize or neither used it
I always love to understand the concepts behind the facts/theories/systems and bla bla bla..
BUT, when I go further and further, I discover that sometimes, it is not just understand sufficient..
I understand but I cant put in into the words that the lecturer want it to be, then WHAT's the point??
Memorizing won't make the knowledge stay, so most of the courses that I had taken in my 1st year, I barely remember them except for those that I like..
Haiz, the reason why I wrote this is because I really tired of every time memorizing just to face the exam..
This is not what it suppose to be~
No mood to memorize = no mood to study
no mood to study = no good answers
no good answers = no good results
no good results = no good job secure in the future
Does all that sound logic???
=.=
Exam nowadays is more like a memory test to me rather than testing knowledge..
Every time when there is exam coming, people tend to do last minutes work..
Ya, of course including myself.. ><
But the main point here is that, all of us are trying to memorize the details/facts/theories and bla bla bla
No one seems to remember the real purpose of exam already..
It's been distorted since a very long time ago..
Now people are concern about the results, but not the knowledge..
So, in order to get a good results, you need to score well in your exam..
In order to score well in the exam, you need to know all the thing that you learn in 14 weeks time and answer the exam questions correctly..
In order to answer them correctly, you need to know how to put in nice words so that the lecturer will understand you..
In order to put in nice words, the best way is to memorize all those notes given by them!!!
You see, maybe this is not exactly what happen but it seemed like to me..
I'm not a person that like to memorize or neither used it
I always love to understand the concepts behind the facts/theories/systems and bla bla bla..
BUT, when I go further and further, I discover that sometimes, it is not just understand sufficient..
I understand but I cant put in into the words that the lecturer want it to be, then WHAT's the point??
Memorizing won't make the knowledge stay, so most of the courses that I had taken in my 1st year, I barely remember them except for those that I like..
Haiz, the reason why I wrote this is because I really tired of every time memorizing just to face the exam..
This is not what it suppose to be~
No mood to memorize = no mood to study
no mood to study = no good answers
no good answers = no good results
no good results = no good job secure in the future
Does all that sound logic???
=.=
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