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完成!

终于完成了!!

明天去解放解放

礼拜二再来做最后的冲刺!

我好像看到可爱的假期正在跟我打招呼了~ =)

Friends...


I am glad that I have such nice friends with me now~
I might be busy that I couldn't always ask and care about others..
But my friends are understanding!

They are those people that make me feel warm always!
They are those people that make me feel that I worth for their care..
They are those people that care about me when I am stress up, when I am sad, when I am tired!

I am glad that I have you all! =)
am glad that the problems between us gone!
am glad that I found another best friend!
am glad that when I am depress, there are someone that knocked me and chat with me!
am glad when I feel down and want to express my feeling, there are someone that willing to listen to me!

Thanks to Grace,
Thanks to MeiWen,
Thanks to ChingMan,
Thanks to Patrick,
Thanks to Jarod,
Thanks to Timmy,
Thanks to ShuShean
and all those that care about me=)

最后的赶工+感想!

现在步入最后的阶段

还有一点点就完成了!

感觉上好累哦~

这真不是人过的生活啊!

排山倒海的功课、责任等等

真的让我充分的学习时间管理~

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以前的我,

凡事都想要要求完美,

功课我总是老早就解决!

每天闲闲没事做,上网看戏等等的

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现在的我,

想要要求完美也没有那个本事了

一天24小时对我来说并不足够!

对于需要充分睡眠的我来说,

这两个月的睡眠量肯定是我人生以来最少的了!

时间管理,

看似容易,做时难!!!

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套一句我常常对members说的话,

我们都在学习啊!

对,我真的是彻彻底底地重新学习一向以来我引以为傲的时间管理!

还有人事……

站在这里看到的,

原来是充满缺点的自己

越做下去,我越没有自信

真的好惭愧

咳,真不知道该如何让自己重拾信心~

终于完成一半了!!

终于搞定最难搞的了!

现在就剩下一个,

还有thesis 的概念就完成了!!

明天,明天我一定会把所有东西一次搞定!!

放假回来的我一定是重生的我!

不会再有酱临时抱佛脚的事情发生的啦!!

张恩万加油!!↖(^ω^)↗

Decided to take a break!

I decided to give myself a break after Merdeka!
I clash all things together before Merdeka and promised all that I'll complete all those assignments, presentation preparation, thesis framework ideas, TM stuff and etc.
Here, am on my way of completing my 2nd assignment, two part more to go..
3rd assignment is awaiting me with the SPA and Job Malaysia stuff,
4th assignment is awaiting me with the SPSS analysis,
Abnormal psychology presentation slides,
Thesis framework to Dr. Rozainee..
and lastly, My TM LLDS preparations as well as the coaching syllabus for the newly entered TMers!


I wish I have a perfect time management!

奋斗中~

我一定可以完美地完成我的功课的!!!!

加油!!

不要浪费时间啦,

不要再不相信自己啦

不要再放弃自己啦!!

张恩万, 你可以的!

I neglected lots of things

I been so busy recently, that I just realized that I neglected a lot of things around me.
I been so used to people care about me, until I take it for granted

I neglected a lot of things around me..
Friends, Coursemates, Family

I didn't contact with the old bunch of best pals of mine.
I been missing them soOOoOoO much that I even think of booking flight ticket to find them when the air asia promotions are ON that time..
In the end, it is just a thought, I never have the chance to execute it out..

I didn't manage to know what happen among my coursemates,
There's a lot of things happen recently but I din manage to follow all.
I felt so BAD as in I'm not caring for all my sisters and brothers.. 0(->.<-)0

For my family, I felt even SORRY and BAD!
I can't even call back frequently to them
Normally, when I am free that time, it's already midnight or near midnight..
By that time, my Dad, Mom, and younger sister already slept
For elder sister, she almost sleep that time and I don't wish to disturb her though..
So, I can only call back around once a week
I felt so bad of being such a BAD daughter and sister..


I neglected some of my assignments as well..
There are bunch of assignments that awaiting me..
What I been doing all these while is that I think of the concept and frame work for that particular assignment
Hopefully that I can be productive in term of wording and essaying
I hope I can be efficient in both of my STUDY but not only AIESEC work..

I should really re-set my priority as in I din wish to see that my results drop just because of AIESEC work.
It is not What I been aiming all this while,
I have my target to reach and I need to maintain it so that I can get what I want at the end of the day..

Promising myself to re-set the priority as in I will make it to the fullest while enjoying the whole process =)

For my friends, coursemates and Family,
If you see this, please forgive me and give me some time to get everything done and I promise you that
I'LL BE BACK!!
Cheerful and optimistic EnWan will be back soon!!! =)

If it is not, kindly remind me on the promise that I made.
So that I'll been constantly remind on this!!

人生

最近真的发生太多太多事情了

昨天,我们学校有位学弟选择自尽了

刚开始我没想到会是跟我们有关系的人

只是很纯粹的散播这个消息

可是当我晚上回到房间

打开FB,看到的却是朋友们伤心的回应

原来,

原来他是我朋友的学弟,

事情发生的前一两天他们还一起努力为饥饿30奋斗

当下的我不知道应该如何反应

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人生的蓝图是由我们一笔一划去勾出来的

而为什么?

为什么会有人决定那么草率的结束

人生是短暂的

人生是充满了挑战的

人生使我们成长

人生让我们学会跌倒时哭泣

人生让我们学会哭泣后应该勇敢的站起来

人生是脆弱的

最近发生的事情,

让我更加地珍惜我所拥有的一切

朋友

家人

系友

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