Christmas Celebration

This year christmas wasn't as usual where I usually celebrated in Penang with my family members

So, this year christmas was a bit different and special...

Celebrating christmas at Sunway with Kelly AMY, MeiWen, Qiqi, Sharon, AiMing, ShuShean and a few of Kelly AMY friends...

It was great when hanging out with friends although there's nothing much that we had done..

1st time going MOS, honestly, I think it was terrible, the atmosphere made me wanna vomit..

Hmm... maybe that would be the sign that I am not suitable to be inside ba!!

I love dancing, but not that kind of random type of shaking here and there ba..

Square dances are 1000000000 times more fun and enjoyable!!!

at Sunway

after countdown, we went to Asia Cafe near there after chitchat for around 1 hour, we headed back to Kelly's house..

after settle down everything, it's almost 4 in the morning le...

Thought there would be any pillow talk session, but I guess everyone was too tired to have that ba..

Just talk a little bit of gossip then we all surrendered..

The next morning, we went to IOI mall to have Movie of ALVIN and the Chipmunks 2

It's nice anyway!!

Walking here and there after the movie ended and went back at around 5pm..

I was along with Qiqi and MeiWen, heading to MV because I suppose to meet up my sister there while both of them going back UKM lo..

ThE other thing that I wanna share is that I finally watched AVATAR le..

It's really nice and make people start to realize what we exactly did and what exactly happened in this world.

Not only the story line make me feel enjoy watching it, but also the scene..

There were too many beautiful scenes..

If you had the chance, go and watch it.. It's worthy!!!

2009 Christmas with no christmas dinner

no exact countdown

not in Gurney Penang

but with Friends

with Sister and her BF

with 2 movies

and ShoPping~~

Not that bad BUT I Enjoyed it :)

while waiting to enter the hall

悲伤的冬至

冬至，应该是一家人团圆的时候

可是今年的冬至，却是充满眼泪的

眼睛哭到累了

事情却好像越变越糟

不想告诉别人到底发生了什么事

明天看到我红肿的双眼

请不要问我

BlogsSsSs...

It's been quite sometime that I din't update my blog le..
Because I'm now helping my dad at our own family business ma..
Everyday after work will be very very tire, so ma no energy to write any blog liao lo..

By the way, talking back to the topic, "BlogsSsSs..."
Why would it be le??
Because I just realize that among my secondary classmates, almost all of them have at least a blog..
and most of them are connected..
unlike me, my blogs usually visited by my Uni frens and a couple of my best frens..

Perhaps, this is what make me different from them gua..
During my form 4 form 5 time, never doubt that there are bundles of groups among our class
and as I know, there is a huge group among that and if not mistaken they are still connected
I guess this is what make up prejudice ba, categorization ma..
Till now, I still do not have good impression and perception about them..
I do not know what to say about that but as I mentioned before,
there wasn't much good memory about them, neither the whole class..

Perhaps I'm the kind of who do not like to form big big group but a small small group???
hmmm.. wondering..
Even now, when I'm back in Taiping,
I just hang-out with couple of my best frens niah..
I never hope that I will have a bundle of close frens, but I really hope that I can maintain the friendship between 5 of us..
It's neither a big number nor a small number
just hope to maintain it lo...

BlogsSsSs...
I guess blog really can help in maintaining relationship and also letting us to understand someone more
Yet, I'm the only one that like to blogging always
I'm the one that always write and the rest 4 of them always reading lo..
Not saying tired of it
because I really love to express it out in blog sometimes
but, If let says the rest of them also start blogging frequently, then it's a better way for us to understand each other ma..
Knowing them for almost 8 years liao, but still not really know very very deep..
just Hope Hope Hope and hope lo...

暂别

我想是应该趁我还有些些的时间

告诉大家我将暂别这个部落格咯

没想到的是，假期的我反而更加的忙碌

最近的我都在帮忙我爸店里的生意

等到放工时，我都已经累得不想多动了

更不用说频频的更新部落格了

所以，我在这里郑重地宣布，

“我的。。”将停止更新一直到我有空为止吧！！

应该也是以两个月以后的事吧~~

掰掰咯大家~~

^^

2012

曾经答应说我会把它写下的

好吧！那就简简单单的把握地感受写下吧！

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2012，是我在第一次无眠长达31小时后去看的

也是第一次坐在第一排

可以想象到说我是看的有多么的辛苦吧

但很惊奇的是，我看到最后并没有什么辛苦的感觉了

一切一切都被那震撼和感动的画面被掩盖过了

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不想透露太多故事内容

可是我想分享我的感受···

不想隐瞒说2012的几个画面让我忍不住地泪流满面

不至于稀里哗啦的哭法

但就是那种泪盈满眶、眼泪忍不住自己掉下来的那种

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让我感动的地方有很多

因为2012着重的是人情

有许多幕让我不禁的感慨起来

2012显现的是人性

人性的丑陋、人性的伟大等等的

我真的很想说，2012真的是一部值得一看的电影

我不懂别人的感受

但，我想，这是一部让我想很多的电影

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如果，2012年，世界末日真的发生了

那我想，我会是认命的那位

当然，如果我真的注定要死于这世界末日

我不会反抗

但我会回想起我活在世上的每个日子

至少我可以很光荣的告诉自己说，

我没有白活过···

感觉上，有些许的悲观

但我认为是乐观

因为我感谢老天爷让我在世的20多年来，

不曾留下遗憾

至少现在的我是没有遗憾的..

感谢天让我有爱我的家人

感谢天让我有关心我的朋友们

感谢天让我曾经有过无数的朋友，即使有些已经不是了

感谢天让我曾经有过最光辉的日子

感谢天让我曾经拿过第一、代表过学校去全国赛、还有在千人面前指挥过

感谢天给了我无数的喜怒哀乐

让我可以很理智地度过我的人生...

怎么感觉上我好像在留我的遗言一样呢？

别误会啦，这只是很感性的想法罢了

即使2012年世界末日真的会发生

我依然会积极地活下去

因为我不会做让自己后悔的事的！！！

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2012真的很棒！还没看的朋友一定要看~~~

What A wonderful nite with my lovely Psykid sisters~~

At first I thought of writing this blog post when I just arrived at my friend's hostel..

Ya, now I am staying illegally at my friend's hostel in UKM Titiwangsa with another friends of my la..

But din manage to do that because that we need to rush for the 2012 movie which is shown up at 3Pm lo... Rushing there made me failed to do that la, but it's really a EXCELLENCE show!!!!

I'll share about that in the next coming blog post la!!

Talking back to the title of this blog post, I really wanna share about the night that I spend with my lovely Psykid sisters.

Although this is not the first time having the Psykid Trip which we called it as PT,

and not the first time go Pasar Malam and having pillow talk

But that would be the first time that we actually spend the whole night in different places lo..

The most COOL part for me is that total 13 of us actually drive 4 cars with around 3 persons in the car wor..

It's really 拉风to me la.. p/s: it means that very cool and geng la..

and the second part of that is that we finally go and visit Melia's house le~~~

Melia, do allow me to say this!!!!

It's really a big and fantastic house that I ever stay over in!! and the part that make me feel so impressive is that the design of the whole house was handle by her father..

What a talented father, really extra ordinary lo~~

The first impression of me toward her room is that: It's a hotel room, not a normal person's room!!

I believe that now you guys can imagine about that le~~~

After Pasar Malam, we actually when Ampang's Look-Up-Point

It's the first time for me to do that la

Quite impressive to see the night scene in KL

and quite touchy and really got feeling when I saw that de~~

After 12, then we get back into car and headed back to Melia's house.

After all of us settle down, it's already almost 2 in the morning le..

as usual, there's a pillow talk session!!

This time it's a bit too short compare to the previous session lo..

still, I think that the topic are still the same la~~ hehe^^

The reason that it was short is because our dear Sharon need to go to LCCT before 5.25am...

and the main point here is that our dear ShuShean offer herself to drive her there..

For me who never been to airport offer myself to squeeze along la..

Through and flow almost consume us 2 hours..

Within that 2 hours, I really impressed!!

Our ShuShean is really GENG and I totally salute her!!!!!

The consequence of following along make me break my own record!!

For the first time, I din sleep for 24 hours le~~

and now, actually I'm making another record le!!

Now is 10Pm, means I din sleep for almost 38 hours le~~~~

What a record!!!!!!

^_^v

蜕变中

我不一样了

真的不一样了

就像毛毛虫一样，蜕变成了蝴蝶了

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所谓的蜕变

代表的是我的思想

以前的我会抗拒很多东西

虽然现在还是会抗拒某些

但至少我变得更加的沉稳了

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我很感谢也很感恩说

在我大学生涯中

有一班和我有如家人般亲密的系友们

她们真的好像我的家人一样

让我第一次感受到自己原来是那么如此的不一样

我们总共有十八位

而我很意外的，成了老幺

因为我通常都是朋友堆中扮演老大的角色的

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我想，她们是见证我蜕变的最好人证吧

不懂她们有没有发现到呢？？

很好奇~~

我想，我应该好好地介绍一下她们+他吧！！

~::*Psykid家族*::~

大姐：Grace

她是我们之中唯一不大懂得华语的，可是她却蛮有心得在学着

是个很可爱又直爽的女生

跟她在一起让我明白了很多有时我看不开的东西

也让我的英文进步不少吧！！

她是我会倾诉的对象，虽然不多

二姐：淑璇

一开始觉得她很酷

不爱参我们

不爱给予任何的表情，

是AIESEC CommunicationDepartment的Executive

可是,当我最近参了AIESEC后，发现原来她还蛮废的

而且还蛮爱酸我的，可以感觉到我们的距离有挪进了一大步了

三姐：沁怡

老实说，我跟沁怡的交接好像不是很多

不过，她是一个很爽直的人

不会是没有话题聊的朋友

四姐：雪倪

曾经为我的经历而哭泣的朋友

当时我还蛮感动的，因为从来就没有人为我自己的经历流泪过，除了自己

最近不懂怎么了，好像没什么交接了

或许她很忙吧！常常都没法看到她

五姐：琬淋

唯一一个跟我好友同名的

不过写法不大一样啦

跟沁怡是好好好友，同样的，我跟她的交接也不多

她很忙的，是华文班的秘书

很爱华文班

六姐：美妏

我想，没有人比她认识我更久了吧

我们常常被人说是姐妹，

可是我们一点都不像啊

她是我在大学里第一个真心想把她当好友的人

虽然我们两人的想法有时候很不一样

摩擦是有的，可是我们还是依然那么友好

七姐：李舫

她是我FacNite是的伙伴

感觉上很文静，可是其实还蛮多话聊的

我觉得她是很女人的代表

有个稳定的男友，应该快结婚了吧？？

记得请我们喝你的喜酒哦~~

八姐：李韵

她跟李舫是双生儿

可是跟姐姐却有着不一样的感觉

她给我很女孩的感觉

让人想保护的对象

可是她对自己很没有信心

好想告诉她说你其实很好了，要有信心嘛！！

九姐：颖怡

她是个很传统的女生吧！

所谓传统不是代表保守

而是说，她很温柔贤惠

颖怡有着很招牌的咪咪眼，看了让大家都可以深深地感受到那喜悦的感觉

十姐：美君

她也是一个很温柔、文静的女生

感觉上静静的、也很随和

在饥饿30活动里，有着让我惊讶不已的表演

那举动让我深深地记得香香和蕉蕉

十一姐：韵璇

她是让我觉得跟自己很像的人

很爱看她的部落格

她也和六姐一样，是我部落格的常客

她们的留言都是鼓励我继续的动力

还记得刚开始的时候觉得她很“大姐”

并不是很爽

可是，也不懂从何时开始

慢慢地看到了不一样的见解

原来她并不是我以为的那样

十二姐：翠婷

她讲话有点串，表情也很串

可是我们都知道那是她的Pattern了

她很爱上网，几乎每次上网都会看到她

基本上，她是负责我们Psykid家族的IT事务

凡是跟IT有关的，我想大多都是她在搞的.. 佩服佩服！！

她也是个很关心我的姐姐，虽然我没告诉她她问我的那些..

十三姐：祖儿

她很随和、亲切

有时候有点Blurblur

有着自己的一段故事，但依然很坚强的面对

最近的她很幸福，希望幸福永远跟随她

十四哥：兴杰

他是我们当中唯一的男丁

该说是幸还是不幸我也不知道

我觉得有时候他还蛮可怜的

因为是唯一的男生，

所以常常被指点去做东西.. 而我就是常常那么做的那位~~ ^^

不过，总的来说，他是个理解能力很强的人，居然在大学中拿过4 flat！！！

十五姐：Sharon

她是个很有想法的女生

喜欢各式各样的民族服饰

很爱睡觉，因为每次叫她一起吃午餐时，她缺席的理由就是回去睡觉

跟她还算不错，因为大家会分享用电饭煲的心得嘛！

十六姐：美怡

她就像个傻大姐一样

长得很像日本妹、有千金小姐的气质

虽然她并不是千金小姐啦！

但她很亲切、很真挚

是大家煲戏时重要的角色，因为她就是那供应商啊！！

十七姐：秀淇

她是我大学唯一一个室友

虽然现在大家都是一个人一间房啦

她是个心思细腻的人

有时候很敏感，会想很多的人

我觉得反而现在我更加地了解她了，

适当的距离让我们的摩擦少了，

从而让我发现更多她的世界..

而我，就是那第十八妹

不是很喜欢十八妹的称呼，

觉得有点很俗气

可是大家好像很爱那么叫我，尤其是十一姐！！！

算了吧，大家开心就好啦~~

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天啊！我居然花了接近两个小时多来形容她们+他

真是佩服自己的能耐啊！！

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System Restore...

I guess all of you know that previously I was damn stress

never want to deny about that, and now I still feel stress but not that much already

I wish my life can like the laptop, whenever somethings wrong, just choose system restore and everything will be fine and Okay already..

Yet this the reality, So that means I need to take off the fantasy and walk back to the reality life.

Previously, when I talked to Grace regarding the changes in me,

I was quite shock when she told me that the changes that she sensed in me was that the friendliness of mine..

She told me that previously I was hard to approach, not as friendly as now

I never thought I was that obvious.

I guess that's because of my defense mechanism.

I tend to put myself on a mask to protect myself

and I don't actually know since when I was like that,

was it after the Matriculation time?

Was it after the secondary school period?

Honestly, I have no idea...

Talking back to my secondary school period,

there wasn't much that I can say about

I think that time I was not easy to approach as well

Senior once told me that I was COOL

Back to my classroom, classmates say I was fierce and irritating

When I knew that they think that I was irritating,

I was quite sad, really, SAD..

and no one actually know what I felt..

I guess since I really get myself into mature duration,

these things never stop happening

Am I too rational that I always spoiled things?

especially during that stupid adolescent time?

Sometimes, I asked myself, why?

why should I be mature that early?

Why I just cant enjoy that time as innocent and as stupid as others?

Why must I think that much?

Why my social skills that poor?

hundred and thousand of questions ran through my mind,

just hope to get an answer...

talking back to the conversation with Grace,

she said that I was so good in hiding my emotions

because she always see me in a very cheerful, happy mode rather than the sad mode that I claimed..

Never deny about that, I was hiding

I was not used to telling people about my problems

and sometimes, I hope that I can

just that I really not used to it

My dad used to be the one, I guess is just him..

at least now is just him..

Even my closest friends, I never tell them at the moment that I feel bad or sad

I'll tell them afterward, during the once in awhile gathering

I guess this is me, ya, this is what make up ME!!!

Hope that I can now at least try to tell someone other than my dad

Hope that this stupid defense mechanism will disappear

Hope that everything will like system restore,

once restore and things getting back to NORMAL mode