LCP election in TuC

Last saturday, we went to TuC for the central region LCP election..

Oh ya, LCP means Local Committee President and TuC means Taylor University College

It's been a long day over there..

Don't wanna talk much about the process because it might be boring for those that are not interested in..

What I can say is that it is a great experience when you see your friends are up there giving out speeches and trying to convince us their ability to become LCP in the coming term..

I kinda can understand their feelings and when you see them trying their best to achieve their dreams, it is kinda touching..

But when it come to the results part, I am kinda surprise and not..

I know it's weird when I say that but this is what I feel..

Way before the election, I had this kind of feeling where this thing might happen

But I don wish that to happen because I can see the passion and spirit within him

Not saying that she don have the passion and spirit, but I just hope that both also will pass the VoC (Voice of Confidence) and they will have equal chance for the LCP position ma..

This is just because I can see both of them having the great passion and spirit for it..

Just feel a bit unfair and pity toward him

Don't really know the reason for his lost but he's almost there.. just two more..

Besides that, I felt happy for the other candidate as well where she did her best and her hardwork pay in the end..

All the best for her interview later, I believe she can do it de..

A better emotion regulation

I wish that I had that..

Recently I'm doing the proposal regarding emotion..

The more I touched about emotion, the more I discover that I am not really good in emotion regulation..

I wish that I have a better EQ..

I did change a lot but all that are still not sufficient to make me a better person..

When doing assignment, I do need more and more patience to explain and accept others' POV

When doing AIESEC TM stuff, I do need to be more and more understanding when you are working with the person that you besong

When doing nothing in the room, I do need more and more passion and motivation to ensure that I'm in track..

I always wish that I can become a successful motivator where I able to motivate and help people..

But now the matter is that, seems like need to overcome the emo problems before I manage to motivate people..

This few weeks, there too many things happened that forced myself to look into this problem..

Gosh, do you know that within this few weeks, how many things and also people around me that I felt besong to..

Haiz, I wish I have a better emotion regulation...

我的爱，不想那么帅

这是一本小说，是校园小说

可以说得上一本有意思的书

作者运用很细腻的形容方式将主角的心思写出

很清楚地带出了青少年叛逆、懵懂无知和不知所措的心态

小说内没有轰轰烈烈的爱情

有的却是细水长流的感情..

女主角背后的故事使得她的人生在灰黑的色彩中度过

然而，她有幸的遇上她的曙光，使得光彩渐渐回到她的生命中

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我之所以将它写下是因为我深深地感受得到作者的用心

一本小说要在万千本书中脱颖而出不简单

要让人看了依然念念不忘更是不容易

要写本畅销可又不失意义的书所花费的心思和时间应该不少吧！

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看了它，让我觉得爱情，不一定要轰轰烈烈

不一定是细水长流

但唯一可以确定的是，

它一定是属于你自己独一无二的爱情故事

除此之外，看完它后，我觉得自己很幸福

因为我有疼爱我的家人

关心我的朋友

和永不自我放弃的灵魂

proposals..

Yea, now I'm straggling with two proposals..

one for kaedah eksperimen and another one is for kaedah penyelidikan

two different topic but need to hand in in the same week

Am doubting whether I can handle that smoothly or not..

Besides these two proposals, there are still bundles of assignments

Less time for me now compare to last sem but I hope I can do well in self-management

No more time wasting on Facebook, novel, games and drama...

Most of my time will be occupied by studies, assignments, AIESEC TM stuff, Kolej activities..

Hope that the outcome for this time is what I wish to see in future..

新生活方式

从这个学期开始，我就告诉自己一定要有所改变

在我枯乏的生活中增加了许多的活动和节目

大学第二年了，我希望自己的大学生涯是精彩的

而不是由书本陪伴着度过的三年

这是为什么我决定参与AIESEC和额外多学德语

AIESEC给与我的东西我不会形容

它包含太多太多了

在里头我学会了如何不怕生、多方面地去探讨会员们的问题、认识不少人

我想，我在TM的经验真的可以帮到我很多

无形中，我会把课业上学到的东西实践在会员们身上

我想，我最爱的应该是如何去引导和影响别人吧！

说到德语，是真的有点头痛

不是很懂得

但我想只要我相信，我一定可以的~~~

这些东西都不是在我原先计划中的，

但我去觉得它们的存在让我更加的珍惜时间

我的第二年第二学期将会是超级无敌地忙碌

但我相信我将会乐在其中...

看时机的生气

原来很多时候，并不是说生气就生气

即使是生气也不能表现出来

即使有万分的委屈和不甘也不能痛痛快快地表现出来

为了顾全大局而生的闷气

或许是我笨吧！

每次有什么不爽我都会第一时间说明

倾诉不愉快的当儿反而被人责备

天啊！当下我需要的是安慰、是谅解

而不是责备...

这让我明白说很多时候，我们都是看着别人脸色过日子的

本以为这已经是个平等的世界，

谁知原来不是的...

受了多少委屈我不想说

今天真的让我明白说我的决定是对的

我的确不适合在继续下去了

2010 年的 新希望

告别了 2009

也告别了一切不好的人事物

步入新的一年就应该有新的希望

新的一年也只希望说一切都顺顺利利

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就在我们倒数2010年时，

我幸运地目睹了长达几分钟的烟花

在那刹那间我明白烟花为何名为烟花了

当我头一仰，映入眼帘的是一朵朵绚烂华丽的花

此花开就仅此几秒

看到此景我不禁感触起来

不知如果我对着那绚烂的烟花许起愿来的话

那愿望是否会成真呢？

如果我的愿望和祝福都会随着烟花残余的粉末而飘向远方

那，这效果会否如同人们对这流星许愿呢？

无论如何，那也只不过是种想法罢了

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烟花，或许就是2010内让我领悟的第一件物品吧！

很多人努力了一生

追求的或许就是如烟花般的绚烂华丽

可是人们都忘了说，烟花虽美却无法长存

绚烂后也只能随风而逝

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这会是一个很好的领悟

我想2010年是在提醒自己这是安分守己的一年吧

与其追求烟花般绚烂但短暂的梦想

我宁愿为自己定下一个平凡可是安稳的目标

不让自己的2010年因为追求而追求

人生应该是逍遥的

再平凡的梦也会因为真实而变得美丽

2010

Today is already the 3rd day of 2010..
Not able to update the blog as the new year come along
Yet manage to make some wishes..

I dare not hope for lots of things but just a few..
I hope this year I'll manage to handle obstacles in a better way
Hope that 2010 will be a good year for me..
Hope that in 2010, all my family members will stay in good health
Hope that "Lian Thong" business maintain as it is now
Hope that God bless that sis get into Matric

Haha.. that's really not a few but quite a lots le~~
but never mind, as a whole, I hope that 2010 will be a good year for all...