今年的中秋
并没有回家
感到异常的孤独
人家说，独在异乡为异客，每逢佳节倍思亲
现在的我
终于明白了
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最近，为了面子和口气
跟姐姐闹得很不愉快
即使明白说那只是很小的一回事
我始终拉不下脸
即使姐姐已经不顾面子的拉下脸
我还是很狠心的把它推开
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爱面子的我
总是喜欢把自己弄得进退两难的地步
很倔强地不愿道歉
很固执地坚守着自己的原则
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其实我很想大哭一场
告诉她，其实她深深地伤到我了
也想告诉她，其实我很敏感
很想告诉她，我没有她想象中的坚强
我也会想要有依赖人的时刻
否则，我不会不时不时往她家跑
因为我渴望被人呵护的感觉
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当事情发生后
没有谅解也没有原谅
我很想不计前嫌
可是我始终忘不了那被人背叛的感觉
就连爸爸，我也开不了口告诉他
这一切一切就这样埋在我的心里几个星期了
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表面上的我好像若无其事
可是我知道
我的心是寒的
是失望的
是孤独的
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当这样的我遇上了今年的中秋，
我崩溃了
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ya...it very differ celebrate mooncake festival nt at home...but treat it as another new experience..........life always with a lot of disagreement n conflict...n i do admit something it hard to said sorry o we tend protect our mian zi........usually a conflict there must have someone 退步。。。since ur sis hav done it...try to let it go.....i believe sometime we feel down or lonely period.....to the extend that that feeling border us...make us can think rationaly can do things that we plan...n it keep pop up in our mind......however when u feel lonely and need someone...u are welcome to find me......
partially i und the last part of ur post.. sometimes we just hope ppl will know that we are not as strong, as tough as they think.. sometimes we just hope that they will und and think on our side... u are a tough girl, even since i first know u.. cheer up ba :) knowing that u are not alone.. i know this is kinda hard.. but letting go will definitely make u feel better.. though is still hurt.. but at least u feel better after letting go.. personal experience..
love ya...
feel so touch aft knowing that all of you being so nice..
for you who wrote your comments here,
and for you that read the post, din comment but yet show your concern in your own ways,
really thanks for so concerning..
feeling better now le..
hehe^^
feel so hang fok when knowing all my frens are concerning about me!!!
love you guys ar~~
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