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我的人生~~
其实，我的人生走到现在，已近二十年了！！对，是已近而不是已经！！
因为我还没有生日，还没有二十岁……
其实，回头看看，自己在经历每个阶段的时候都有不同的朋友陪我度过~~
从幼儿园谈起吧！！
幼儿园的朋友，我都不记得了……
记得的是我们一起度过很开心的两年……
大家天真无邪、无忧无虑的度过~~
可能是因为这样，所以并没有把大家的容貌给牢牢地记住！！
小学一二年级
也不记得大部分的同学了~~
只记得几个比较友好的！
那时，大家一起玩耍、一起上课，很愉快~~
可是，到了三年级因为分派到不同的班级后，大家开始疏远了~~
可能那时的我们还不懂得什么是友情吧！！
三年级，
在我记忆中，当时我并没有多少快乐的回忆~~
因为刚进精英班，压力很大~
而且还因为i考到不是很好的成绩，第一次为了成绩而哭……
其实，也不是不好，只是我不再是班上前三名了~~
小孩子并不懂得说要看全级的名次吧！！
为了成绩，我沮丧了很久！！
四五六年级，
进了李老师的班，很庆幸……
也认识了几个好朋友，大家为了成绩一起打拚~~
在这三年，也很庆幸的，自己的自信心漫漫的累积起来了！！
在那打打闹闹的三年中，我认识到了我认为的好友~~
可是，当上了初中一，一切都变了~~
由于我的UPSR的成绩并不好，所以被分派到1A4~~
我的好友们都在前面班！！
可能是因为这样，我们的友情开始面临考验~~
很不幸的，我的友情阵亡了！！
即使到现在，我们还是认识，可是就连见面都不懂要说些什么~~
第一次，我感到心痛~~
在1A4，使我在中学的日子里，最逍遥的~~
那里，我认识了很多不一样的朋友，
他们让我明白说前面班和后面班的不一样~~
他们对人对事都比较真！！
在年尾考试成绩揭晓时，我被分派到2A1……
那代表着我将会离开我的新朋友们~~
那意味着我将要再次失去朋友吗？？
到了初中二三和高中一二，
我都维持在同个班级，
至于我的新朋友们，
我们的友情大约维持了将近三年，就渐渐的淡了下来~~
就像我小学的朋友一样~~
一群朋友没了，可是又有一群新的朋友……
而这群朋友真的陪了我度过很长的一段日子，
到了现在，我们还有联络……
当我进到国民服务营地时，
也遇到了一群朋友陪我一起度过~~
一起熬过离开家人的日子、没有热水冲凉的日子、天天曝晒的日子、被罚、谈心等等……
在那里，大家都很团结、很明白说大家都是一国的~~
过了三个月，大家也分开了……
可能是一起度过“革命”，有了革命情怀，
我们依然有联络，
可能不是很熟络，可是偶尔来的一封简讯，
让我感动不已！！
至少我们没将彼此忘记~~
到了MATRIC的时候，
朋友是有啦！
可是，就已经开始变质了~~
开始有了尔虞我诈的心态了……
刚开始，我并没有发现到，
可是当我发现的时候，我无法接受~~
所以，就狠狠的一刀断了我们之间的友情！！
没了朋友，可是有了个开朗体贴的友族室友~~
她陪我度过我最难熬的日子，给我鼓励和信心！！
让我很勇敢的面对下去~~
过了MATRIC，
我们依然有联系，虽然是不同种族，我们依然友好~~
现在，进了大学……
大学第一年要结束了，来个总结吧！
大学的朋友有很多，可是真正知心的，应该就只有几个吧！！
不想把话说得太白，
希望我们的友情能一直维持下去~~
回头看了看，
自己的人生中，几乎是每个阶段都有不一样的朋友~~
而至于能不能维持，决定不在我身上~~
在我懂事以后，
就明白说要维持一段友情是不容易的，
除了要有心，也要有时机……
所以我说，我们有缘成为朋友，可是有没有份交深呢？？
一切都看天意吧~~
因为我还没有生日，还没有二十岁……
其实，回头看看，自己在经历每个阶段的时候都有不同的朋友陪我度过~~
从幼儿园谈起吧！！
幼儿园的朋友，我都不记得了……
记得的是我们一起度过很开心的两年……
大家天真无邪、无忧无虑的度过~~
可能是因为这样，所以并没有把大家的容貌给牢牢地记住！！
小学一二年级
也不记得大部分的同学了~~
只记得几个比较友好的！
那时，大家一起玩耍、一起上课，很愉快~~
可是，到了三年级因为分派到不同的班级后，大家开始疏远了~~
可能那时的我们还不懂得什么是友情吧！！
三年级，
在我记忆中，当时我并没有多少快乐的回忆~~
因为刚进精英班，压力很大~
而且还因为i考到不是很好的成绩，第一次为了成绩而哭……
其实，也不是不好，只是我不再是班上前三名了~~
小孩子并不懂得说要看全级的名次吧！！
为了成绩，我沮丧了很久！！
四五六年级，
进了李老师的班，很庆幸……
也认识了几个好朋友，大家为了成绩一起打拚~~
在这三年，也很庆幸的，自己的自信心漫漫的累积起来了！！
在那打打闹闹的三年中，我认识到了我认为的好友~~
可是，当上了初中一，一切都变了~~
由于我的UPSR的成绩并不好，所以被分派到1A4~~
我的好友们都在前面班！！
可能是因为这样，我们的友情开始面临考验~~
很不幸的，我的友情阵亡了！！
即使到现在，我们还是认识，可是就连见面都不懂要说些什么~~
第一次，我感到心痛~~
在1A4，使我在中学的日子里，最逍遥的~~
那里，我认识了很多不一样的朋友，
他们让我明白说前面班和后面班的不一样~~
他们对人对事都比较真！！
在年尾考试成绩揭晓时，我被分派到2A1……
那代表着我将会离开我的新朋友们~~
那意味着我将要再次失去朋友吗？？
到了初中二三和高中一二，
我都维持在同个班级，
至于我的新朋友们，
我们的友情大约维持了将近三年，就渐渐的淡了下来~~
就像我小学的朋友一样~~
一群朋友没了，可是又有一群新的朋友……
而这群朋友真的陪了我度过很长的一段日子，
到了现在，我们还有联络……
当我进到国民服务营地时，
也遇到了一群朋友陪我一起度过~~
一起熬过离开家人的日子、没有热水冲凉的日子、天天曝晒的日子、被罚、谈心等等……
在那里，大家都很团结、很明白说大家都是一国的~~
过了三个月，大家也分开了……
可能是一起度过“革命”，有了革命情怀，
我们依然有联络，
可能不是很熟络，可是偶尔来的一封简讯，
让我感动不已！！
至少我们没将彼此忘记~~
到了MATRIC的时候，
朋友是有啦！
可是，就已经开始变质了~~
开始有了尔虞我诈的心态了……
刚开始，我并没有发现到，
可是当我发现的时候，我无法接受~~
所以，就狠狠的一刀断了我们之间的友情！！
没了朋友，可是有了个开朗体贴的友族室友~~
她陪我度过我最难熬的日子，给我鼓励和信心！！
让我很勇敢的面对下去~~
过了MATRIC，
我们依然有联系，虽然是不同种族，我们依然友好~~
现在，进了大学……
大学第一年要结束了，来个总结吧！
大学的朋友有很多，可是真正知心的，应该就只有几个吧！！
不想把话说得太白，
希望我们的友情能一直维持下去~~
回头看了看，
自己的人生中，几乎是每个阶段都有不一样的朋友~~
而至于能不能维持，决定不在我身上~~
在我懂事以后，
就明白说要维持一段友情是不容易的，
除了要有心，也要有时机……
所以我说，我们有缘成为朋友，可是有没有份交深呢？？
一切都看天意吧~~
aWaitIng~~
I'm awaiting lots of things actually..
I'm waiting for the exam to end, waiting for the day we go Genting, waiting for the day go sister's new house, waiting for going home, waiting to settle the problems I face, waiting for the gathering we will have in KL..and waiting for surprise!!!
Life is full of surprise and we never know what is the next step..
you might plan to do this and that but sometimes life don't just go according to your plan..
If your life go according what you plan from young until old, then there is no surprise le~~
Not to say not to plan, we still need to plan our future..
Just that sometimes, some surprise really surprise us ma~~
Surprise not necessary be good all the time and not necessary be bad all the time...
but once it is a surprise, that's mean that it is not in our plan..
then this would be the interesting part la!!!
How are you going to face it??
How does the surprise affect your life??
and it make your life interesting, not so boring...
I'm waiting, for surprise in my life..
Taking psychology is a surprise, before this I never thought of this course ever..
I wanted to become a journalist and I "plan" to take Mass Communication..
Then, when the school having a career exhibition..
This trip totally change my mind..
Surprisingly, "Psychology" came into my mind out of nowhere..
It is really a sudden..
Like someone telling me that this is the course you really want, not mass com..
The funny part is I just follow my instinct and apply for this course..
All my lecturers in Matric know I'm going to apply for Psychology that time were all shock!!
They say I should apply for Medic but not Psychology..
Yes, with the results I have..
applying for Medic is not a problem..
Just that I never interested in Medic...
Life is really full of surprise,
you never try and you will never know..
If that time I didn't follow my instinct,
I'll never know that I like psychology so much..
Really love this course ar~~
and also all my lovely course mates la..
waiting for the day we go genting ar~~~
I'm waiting for the exam to end, waiting for the day we go Genting, waiting for the day go sister's new house, waiting for going home, waiting to settle the problems I face, waiting for the gathering we will have in KL..and waiting for surprise!!!
Life is full of surprise and we never know what is the next step..
you might plan to do this and that but sometimes life don't just go according to your plan..
If your life go according what you plan from young until old, then there is no surprise le~~
Not to say not to plan, we still need to plan our future..
Just that sometimes, some surprise really surprise us ma~~
Surprise not necessary be good all the time and not necessary be bad all the time...
but once it is a surprise, that's mean that it is not in our plan..
then this would be the interesting part la!!!
How are you going to face it??
How does the surprise affect your life??
and it make your life interesting, not so boring...
I'm waiting, for surprise in my life..
Taking psychology is a surprise, before this I never thought of this course ever..
I wanted to become a journalist and I "plan" to take Mass Communication..
Then, when the school having a career exhibition..
This trip totally change my mind..
Surprisingly, "Psychology" came into my mind out of nowhere..
It is really a sudden..
Like someone telling me that this is the course you really want, not mass com..
The funny part is I just follow my instinct and apply for this course..
All my lecturers in Matric know I'm going to apply for Psychology that time were all shock!!
They say I should apply for Medic but not Psychology..
Yes, with the results I have..
applying for Medic is not a problem..
Just that I never interested in Medic...
Life is really full of surprise,
you never try and you will never know..
If that time I didn't follow my instinct,
I'll never know that I like psychology so much..
Really love this course ar~~
and also all my lovely course mates la..
waiting for the day we go genting ar~~~
rEaliSed???
I just realised that what happened between us is really serious..
I know it is serious but never thought it would be that serious..
After all, I thought that we just need time to recover...
But it seems like the truth doesn't play as I wish..
No matter how hard I try,
just that I didn't receive what I wish for..
Is this really the time factor problem or it is not???
Until now, I'm still so blur about really what had happened..
although i was being told, but it is through a 3rd person..
I wonder what make the situation turn down in this situation..
Every single problem has its own causes..
The matter now is, I don't even clear about it..
Soon, this semester going to end...
Does this symbolic somethings??
At 1st, I never wanted it to end like this..
but the matter now is,
whether I been given the chance to choose or not..
It seems like a very ambiguous answer for me..
Even things back to normal, but still,
will we still feel the same??
will we still act like usual??
will we still share like normal??
Questions are running through my mind,
but without offering me any of the answers...
I know it is serious but never thought it would be that serious..
After all, I thought that we just need time to recover...
But it seems like the truth doesn't play as I wish..
No matter how hard I try,
just that I didn't receive what I wish for..
Is this really the time factor problem or it is not???
Until now, I'm still so blur about really what had happened..
although i was being told, but it is through a 3rd person..
I wonder what make the situation turn down in this situation..
Every single problem has its own causes..
The matter now is, I don't even clear about it..
Soon, this semester going to end...
Does this symbolic somethings??
At 1st, I never wanted it to end like this..
but the matter now is,
whether I been given the chance to choose or not..
It seems like a very ambiguous answer for me..
Even things back to normal, but still,
will we still feel the same??
will we still act like usual??
will we still share like normal??
Questions are running through my mind,
but without offering me any of the answers...
回顾~~
我们有缘相遇，然后因为相知相惜而慢慢成为了朋友……
在茫茫人海中，能够成为朋友是上天给予我们的缘分……
在那过程中，大家为了这段友情都付出了不少，
因为大家都很珍惜这难得的缘分~~
可是，不知何时开始，我们之间的友情开始变质了……
大家好像变得很陌生了，见面会因为没有话题而感到尴尬……
我曾经听过一句话，
当时的我并不相信,因为我认为只要有心去维持,友情并不会变质的……
但，现在我怀疑了~~
变质了的友情就像是没了味道的水……
剩下的，
只是那淡如开水的关系……
彼此之间的话题只剩下那所谓的绯闻……
其实并不想多说，可是觉得很可笑……
当初可以分享的朋友，竟然沦落到见面点头，对话不到几句的点头交……
这是象征着我们这段友情即将步入终点了吗？
我一直说服自己说，她需要更多的时间来面对……
只是，在我们不断的付出而她不断地逃避的间断，
我们累了……
不想自己的付出到后来只盛为了这段友情的牺牲品吧！
这谈不上原不原谅，因为我们早就不介意她之前的举动了……
在这大学第一年即将步入终点的片刻，
我回顾了我在这里的生活和朋友……
虽然可能不尽完美，但也很庆幸自己又找到几位可以称得上惺惺相惜的朋友……
也有一班一起努力的同学们~~
希望自己将来的两年可以过得更加得充实吧！！
在茫茫人海中，能够成为朋友是上天给予我们的缘分……
在那过程中，大家为了这段友情都付出了不少，
因为大家都很珍惜这难得的缘分~~
可是，不知何时开始，我们之间的友情开始变质了……
大家好像变得很陌生了，见面会因为没有话题而感到尴尬……
我曾经听过一句话，
“友情是不可能永恒的”
当时的我并不相信,因为我认为只要有心去维持,友情并不会变质的……
但，现在我怀疑了~~
变质了的友情就像是没了味道的水……
剩下的，
只是那淡如开水的关系……
彼此之间的话题只剩下那所谓的绯闻……
其实并不想多说，可是觉得很可笑……
当初可以分享的朋友，竟然沦落到见面点头，对话不到几句的点头交……
这是象征着我们这段友情即将步入终点了吗？
我一直说服自己说，她需要更多的时间来面对……
只是，在我们不断的付出而她不断地逃避的间断，
我们累了……
不想自己的付出到后来只盛为了这段友情的牺牲品吧！
这谈不上原不原谅，因为我们早就不介意她之前的举动了……
在这大学第一年即将步入终点的片刻，
我回顾了我在这里的生活和朋友……
虽然可能不尽完美，但也很庆幸自己又找到几位可以称得上惺惺相惜的朋友……
也有一班一起努力的同学们~~
希望自己将来的两年可以过得更加得充实吧！！
aM I mOtivated???
curious to know whether am i motivated??
suddenly I felt so motivated to study...
due to what i also dunno!!!
haha, but hopefully this late coming motivation can really bring me to the mood of study la!!
motivated to study,
motivated to try my best before surrender ma,
and also motivated to not being addicted to my laptop!!!
final is coming, really hope within these few days I can catch up what I miss during the pass few months..
tO alL mY frIenDs anD deAresT cOUrsemAtes: gAmBAtEh lO!!!
suddenly I felt so motivated to study...
due to what i also dunno!!!
haha, but hopefully this late coming motivation can really bring me to the mood of study la!!
motivated to study,
motivated to try my best before surrender ma,
and also motivated to not being addicted to my laptop!!!
final is coming, really hope within these few days I can catch up what I miss during the pass few months..
tO alL mY frIenDs anD deAresT cOUrsemAtes: gAmBAtEh lO!!!
meMoRiEs....
Haiz... yesterday when i looked back all the photos me taken past few years, i found out that i really missed my friends ar..
actually i'm not a person that really like to take photo, the photos i had taken was really not much la.. i mean before enter UKM..
mostly is because i don't have a handphone with a camera and even though we have camera, it's the analog de..
when in form 4, finally we had the first ever digital camera in our house, but unfortunately, it is not that "hightech" that it is about 3 or 4 megapixel.. and it is reali heavy..
you can imagine the size of it de, it is almost the size of the normal analog camera..
SO, that means it make no different in our life..
the most photos i had taken is during the form 5.. i mean during secondary school...
and the worst is i always tumpang people camera and normally people will forget to give me the photo de.. so, quite cham de..
then is the time when i'm in matric..
that time lots of people got handphone which is with a at least 2.0 megapixel camera..
that make me took a bit more photo.. although is tumpang people camera also, but mostly can get back de la.. but still it is not enough..
there were too much that i wanted to remember, no matter is sweet memories or not..
i really missed all of them..
my friends, my roommates, my praticummates, my secondary classmates and even is NS company friends..
i had been through a lot, and all i have is just photo in my memory, but not the rigid one..
what i afraid is someday i might not able to remember all this already..
it is a sad thing to say about..
when i look back all the photo i had taken, i really missed all that..
missed the time we spend together in Matric, the time we chatting all around, the time we go all around taiping in jomin's car, the time we spend in penang, the time we spend all together in B4.2.4, the time we spend together in H6P4, the time we spend in 1A4,2A1,3A1, 4Sc1 and 5Sc1... and much more..
but still.. now i will appreciate what i have now..
i'll try to take more picture as my rigid memory, p/s: who knows i might get amnesia.. >.< appreciate the time, roommate, coursemates, collegemates and also friends in UKM la.. this will make sure that when i start working that time, the same things won't happen for twice lo..
i really missed you all...
- H6P4
-B4.2.4
actually i'm not a person that really like to take photo, the photos i had taken was really not much la.. i mean before enter UKM..
mostly is because i don't have a handphone with a camera and even though we have camera, it's the analog de..
when in form 4, finally we had the first ever digital camera in our house, but unfortunately, it is not that "hightech" that it is about 3 or 4 megapixel.. and it is reali heavy..
you can imagine the size of it de, it is almost the size of the normal analog camera..
SO, that means it make no different in our life..
the most photos i had taken is during the form 5.. i mean during secondary school...
and the worst is i always tumpang people camera and normally people will forget to give me the photo de.. so, quite cham de..
then is the time when i'm in matric..
that time lots of people got handphone which is with a at least 2.0 megapixel camera..
that make me took a bit more photo.. although is tumpang people camera also, but mostly can get back de la.. but still it is not enough..
there were too much that i wanted to remember, no matter is sweet memories or not..
i really missed all of them..
my friends, my roommates, my praticummates, my secondary classmates and even is NS company friends..
i had been through a lot, and all i have is just photo in my memory, but not the rigid one..
what i afraid is someday i might not able to remember all this already..
it is a sad thing to say about..
when i look back all the photo i had taken, i really missed all that..
missed the time we spend together in Matric, the time we chatting all around, the time we go all around taiping in jomin's car, the time we spend in penang, the time we spend all together in B4.2.4, the time we spend together in H6P4, the time we spend in 1A4,2A1,3A1, 4Sc1 and 5Sc1... and much more..
but still.. now i will appreciate what i have now..
i'll try to take more picture as my rigid memory, p/s: who knows i might get amnesia.. >.< appreciate the time, roommate, coursemates, collegemates and also friends in UKM la.. this will make sure that when i start working that time, the same things won't happen for twice lo..
i really missed you all...
-JM, PY, GK, WL, SB
-kem jiwa murni
- H6P4
-B4.2.4
-SMJK Hua Lian 2002-2006
-CY,MS
and much more..
-CY,MS
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