是时候了

是时候应该加油了

不该在浪费时间在无为的东西上了

应该好好想想自己的目标

好让自己有个前进的方向

奋斗心，你在哪里？

快快出现，让我好好的冲刺一番吧！！

无聊

很久都没为这个部落格写上中文的部落了~~
因为几个原因咯
其一，我有个专写中文的部落格，就是Friendster 的那个
其二，有些朋友不懂得中文啊！
其三，不想为两个部落格写上一样的东西吧，至少，语言不一样
其四，可以加强自己的语言能力嘛！！

不过说真的，我还是比较喜欢写中文，
毕竟，使我们华人的文化吧！！
再加上本人的中文造诣比较好，写出来的东西也比较容易触动心絃

其实，是有点无聊，所以才写上几句的~~ hehe^^

看了韵璇的部落，同意她所表达的
恋爱，应该是顺其自然的，不为任何理由而出现的
为了恋爱而恋爱，不是真爱
为了寂寞而恋爱，不会长久
为了结婚而恋爱，不会幸福
爱，应该是很自然的
没有任何的理由
我相信，爱是上天给予我们的一种福分
当爱情到来时，由不得你说不
爱是种激励人成长的过程
爱让很多人明白什么叫幸福
爱也同是让人明白什么叫痛苦
没有经历过苦的爱，是不会有持久的甜蜜
因为苦过，所以明白当中的痛苦
因而学会珍惜眼前人

步入20岁的我，同样的还未初恋
也同样的，不觉得稀奇
虽然很多人在20岁时，经验已经累积的吓人
我还是我，等待着属于我的缘分，等待着一个爱我我也爱他的那个人
相信一切都是冥冥中注定的，并不需要急于一时吧！！

也看了翠婷的部落，觉得她生活的很充实
有个呵护她的男友，
有忙不完的礼拜天，
其实很想问她，开会都在同一个地方吗？
不然怎样可能连续开两个会议喔？？
也很明白她的想法，
因为我姐姐也是这样..
我想恋爱中的女人都是这样的吧？？
同时，我也很佩服她常常更新部落的毅力啊！！
不像我，很懒

总的来说，这篇部落是真的很无聊
无聊到自己都觉得无聊
很废吧？？ =P

同学？？

昨天，搭巴士时遇到所谓的同学

刚开始时，我并没有认得她

因为当时她走得匆忙又戴了个口罩

一时之间并没有认得她就是和我同窗四年的同学

当我认得她时，她却还以白眼

顿时，我觉得她好令人讨厌！！

我认不出你或许是我的疏忽，可是没有理由她认不出我

我还是我，外表并未有多大的改变

由此可见，她是刻意的

以前上课时，就觉得她并不是个容易的角色

年纪小小的时候，就开始耍心计，虚伪的令人讨厌

我没有得罪过她，可她却常常摆脸色个我看，

这还不用紧，她常有意无意的讽刺我

没关系，就当作是我说话太过直接，她接受不了

不但如此，她选择的朋友一定是有一定的利用价值的

或许说，那些人是有某些可以利用的价值，才成为她的朋友的吧？？

但是奇怪的是没人发现这点喔！！除了我和我的朋友们

或许是演技太好了吧？

班上的同学却觉得她是个乖巧可爱的

从那时开始，我就很讨厌虚伪的人，所以对她的好感也没有到哪里去

可是心里在想， 毕竟同学一场，也不好表现得太明显

毕竟这是她的选择吧！

可是，过了昨天，我不会再认她为我的同学

如果有可能，我会唱到全世界都知道她原来是酱的一个人

讨厌讨厌！！！

原来同学的定义就是酱~~

亏那些相信她人格的人咯！！

是啦，她很厉害啦，JPA scholar 嘛！！

要出国的，当然看不起手下败将的我咯！！

我也不希罕！！赫~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

好想公布她的名字咯...

好像问3个为什么咯..

cOurSeNiTe~~~

coursenite, 顾名思义就是让同course的大家更加地认识彼此...

所谓的同course就包括了1st，2nd 和3rd year 的seniors..

而刚刚的coursenite很遗憾的没有半个3rd year seniors可以到场~~

不过，没关系啦，大家开心就好~~

就在当下，我觉得很感触..

想想自己刚开始的时候，就连coursenite都想找借口不去..

因为感觉上同学们都很冷漠，彼此之间很陌生~~

我并不是一个很快热的人，没法像我的一些朋友很快就可以与人打成一片

所以，一开始时，很多时候1st year 时的gathering我都避得就避

可是，不懂从何时开始，我们之间的关系起了化学作用~

我们开始慢慢地变熟了，大家开始热络起来了！！

从一开始的生熟到现在的亲密，

这过程让我惊讶不已..

我没想过这会发生，因为一开始我并不是很乐观地看待它

可是很奇妙的是，大家渐渐的越走越近，慢慢地熟悉彼此

我不敢说我和全部的psykids都好到爆啦！

可是至少好过以前吧！！

有人说，关系是靠双方面付出的，单方面的付出只会让彼此的关系更加地拖累

虽然这句话比较适合用在爱情上，但我觉得也可以apply在友情上

朋友之所以成为朋友是因为彼此有link在，

可是，友情可以长久却是因为大家都有付出一定的程度..

单方面的付出只会让付出的人很累，而那段友情也没有意义了

或许是看到有些coursemates的付出，而改变了我对她们的想法

我很珍惜，也很感谢老天爷给了我酱多可爱的coursemates们...

希望我们的关系会越来越好，并证明给别人看，我们这批最多的psykids却是最一致的~~

Fac Nite

FAC NITE 刚刚结束，很累，可是很满足~~

很谢谢大家的出席，尤其是给脸我跟李舧的朋友们！！

关于FAC NITE，其实我并没有什么筹备到，一切都是井树的安排~~

p/s: 不懂名字又没有写错~~

看到他如此的卖力，我也不好袖手旁观啦！！

在他还没到之前就很卖力的解决混乱的情况~~

由于我和李帆都不是很熟那流程，

也只好硬着头皮上咯！！

李帆还很可怜的被骂了~~

可能我太凶了吧!! seniors 都不敢找我来开炮~~ ^^

不过，总的来说，一切都还在掌控之中啦！！

过后大家还是很开心的拍照留念~~

juniors 们的表演很精彩，让我看得津津有味~~

食物也很不错，很值得···

最后，一定要提一提！！

psycho 2nd year 的seniors都很给脸的穿得很美！！

当我知道melia特地回家换衣时，真的很感动~~

看到grace为了我，而不出席重要会议，也很感动~~

看到大家为了我如此的捧场，真的很感动啊！！

还有很多很多还没来得及谢谢的人，

总之，一句话，谢谢大家捧场！！！！！

我爱大家~~~muaksssss

Fac Nite

hmmm.. just came back from Jumbo restaurant at kajang..
it's time to give a total comment on this fac nite lo~~

at first, an urgent situation happened that make us kalam-kabut for a while..
but luckily manage to control the situation..
when reach there by bus, i was shock when i saw the hall in a messy way..
i was not told to do anything except for the transport thing..
so, in order to calm and make everyone settle in their own place, especially the juniors, i terpaksa walk here and walk there, call here and call there...
*hmm.. i should claim my telephone bill from our fac king de~~ *thinking*
by the way, this is not the important part la..
somehow, some seniors did show that they are really not happy with our ways of handling this year fac nite..
they say that we are not organized at all!!
erm, they actually refer this to Lee Fan, which is previous fac queen, my lovely coursemate...
maybe they think i'm fierce enough that they dare not scold me for that but scolding pity Lee Fan..

finally, the missing one arrived and the whole event eventually started!!!
this year food for me is quite nice compare to previous one and more baloi la!! ^_^
and this year performances also very interesting.. i enjoyed laughing at them~~ lolz

Oh ya, I shall really thanks all my lovely coursemates that willing to attend this dinner lo~~
hmm.. according to Melia, they all attend because of me and Lee Fan wo~~
so, really a big thank you to you all lo..
thanks Melia for purposely go back home and change a wonderful nice dress and rush to Jumbo..
thanks Grace for keeping her promise and ponteng her meeting..
thanks MeiWen for attending although almost no money ad..
thanks Michelle and Esther for waiting 2 hours in UkM without any complaints..
thanks QinYi for fetching people around from ukm to Jumbo~~
thanks Wanlin for purposely go and borrow dress from QinYi just to match the dress code of the nite..
thanks LeeYin and LeeFan for going there so early and help controlling the situations
thanks Patrick for the spirits because last minute also wanna go..

then thanks all the juniors that really put effort on this fac nite, it's really nice performances, i enjoyed it very much~~~
never forget to thanks our seniors that willing to attend although starting become busy..
lastly, thanks to all previous candidates!!
through out the almost 3 months of preparation, at last~~
this is the outcome of our work!!!
i know all of us really work for this~~
and YEAH!!!!
it ends up with a wonderful ending~~

wohoo~~~~

第一次捐血

捐血这个念头很早就出现在我脑海了..

只是没有将它诸之于行动罢了~~

可能因为朋友的一句话，让我很有勇气的实行了一直以来的念头~~

朋友说，依我的生命数字来看，很可能会有血光之灾..

化解的方式有：捐血

或许你会觉得我很迷信，但我相信这只是一个比较好的理由来说服自己去捐血吧！！

以往我都不敢捐是因为怕

怕痛，怕自己会晕..

然后，自己就会找借口不让自己捐血~~

血糖低和血压低曾经是理由，可是那也只不过是几个月的时间罢了~~

可它却很光明正大成为了我拒绝捐血的一大理由！！

可我很开心，自己终于突破了``

捐血有点让自己了解自己的定位到底去到那里..

自己可以为这个社会做些什么？

自己又可以忍受多少呢？

忍受针扎的痛？

忍受自己的血液一点一滴从身上流走？？

这一趟的捐血让我自己更加地了解自己～～

原来自己可以忍受这么多以前我认为不可思议的东西！

捐血的后果可能是伤口有点痛，左手没有力气扛东西．．

但这却是我做过最有意义的事～～

所以我很开心！！＝）

1st blood donation~~

hmm.. it's really a good experience to have the first time blood donation at my own faculty la..
i been ready for this since last week when i knew there would be a blood donation event in FSSK...

actually, is sharon's word that trigger me to really put this in action lo..
she say, i might have "xue guang zhi zai/血光之灾", so better go donate blood..
haha, if think properly, i'm kind of 迷信/superstition la..

but i have this thought since i'm in matriculation..
just that time my BP is too low, and i don have courage enough to put this thought into action..
maybe sharon's word that affect me or i think it's just the time for me to finally do that..

hmm.. talking back the experience,
it's a bit scary at the beginning because i dunno what going to happen next..
so i'm quite nervous lo..
and one thing to mention, meiwen and i actually plan to donate together de..
just that she just have a injection last week and she dunno what kind of injection of it, so the doc dare not to let her donate lo~~
that's why i donated the blood alone..

when the checking and registration process were done, i was ready to donate blood..
what shall i say le??
nervous?? afraid?? excited??
all also a bit lo...

it;s kind of strange that it took me quite some time to really fulfill 350cc, i think is cc la..
maybe because of my hand position or maybe 1st time..
my blood flow in a quite slow mode..
while waiting for it to be fulled, i actually enjoying the process la..

i was thinking, "hmm.. this is the feeling of losing blood!"
and when i saw my own pack of blood, i was like a bit touch lo..
i can feel that the blood is still warm and such a big pack when the nurse actually placed it on my legs..

i dunno how to describe this feeling but it's really great la~~
after that, i felt pain on my wound..
hmm.. maybe i moved my hand a bit during the blood flowing..
that;s why my wound got ohche already..
and i feel that my left hand like tertegang already..

anyway, this is really a good experience for me lo~~
i think i'll continue donate blood for the 2nd, 3rd and much much more times de~~
hehe^^