不知道是不是真的因为年纪越来越大
做起事情来，总是觉得力不从心
容易觉得累
累的不只是身体上的累，
更是心灵上的累
我常常觉得我很累了
我不想去面对
我想逃避
我想走开，到远远的地方
让自己好好的放松一下
本来想藉助假期
让自己抛开沉重的包袱、压力
重新的调理心态，好重新出发
可是，
我办不到
我是停下了脚步
可是我调理不回我的心态
是否因为我真的老了呢？
已经不复当年的英勇……
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最近的我，常常看到自己的缺点
常常怀疑自己的能力
常常觉得我应该可以做到更好
常常睡很少
常常早出晚归
常常把功课搁在一边
常常忘了联络朋友、家人
常常情绪失控
天啊！这不是老人才有的症状吗？
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我原本的心灵年龄就已经比现实的来的大许多
现在我想我已经去到老年人的心态了~
好像就是Erik Erikson里第6或第7各阶段酱..
我到底要怎样才能突破自己，
再次寻回那青春的思想、英勇的姿态呢？
3 条评论:
haha..don think like taht la, among the ppl i know, u are one of those who have vibrant energy all the time. cheers!!!
haha.. i do agree with you.. tired.. especially this year very easy to feel tired.. not just physical but mostly emotionally.. mayb we have been too stressed up.. find a way to release it ba.. spend time just for urself and leave others behind.. take care..and cheers!
@Ying: Is that?? haha.. glad to hear that from you!! It's been almost 2 years that we didn't meet up already, missing you much over here~
@Melia: Been looking hard for ways lately, when really go and relax, I still couldn't stop my superego, felt so guilty after putting all works aside lo.. Hope I will be better and will continue to fight for the best in the future after this holidays! =)
@Ying & Melia: Just simple word for you two, THANKS! ^^
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