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Good Luck for exam



Yea, everyone in UKM..
GOOD LUCK for the coming exam..


p/s: Finally I changed the blog's title to "Look upon my world"..
sound sentimental to me~
I feel is much better where it suit for a blog compare to FrEedoOoM!!!!
It's 1.20am now and I still have two chapter of the child psychology haven't read for twice..
So, It's time to back to reality and face the challenges already..


I swear to myself that I will try my best and strive for the exam de!!
Add Oil ba everyone!!

Another New Template..

How's the new template??
I like it pretty much..

Although the font is a bit too small for the sidebar,
it don't look nice when I change it into medium size,
this is the best where it fits the size of the sidebar..

Thought of changing the Blog's name into something else
but in the end din do that because I feel like wanna remain the originality of this blog..

Having another English based blog can help me improve and strengthen my English
Although there is no nice quoting, nice wording nor nice sharing..
I still wanna keep this as my another blog..

For those that wish to read in Chinese,
kindly visit http://n1523.blog.friendster.com
I often share my views and thoughts and feelings there in my native Language
and I like it very very much..

Ok la, it's time to say goodbye to blogspot for few days..
Wanna focus on my coming exam already
Since I've been wasting almost the whole study week doing nothing..
So, it's time to pay back~~


我的家人..

突然间想写写关于我的家人..

>

爸爸

我想现在这世界上最了解我的人就是爸爸了吧!!

我和爸爸的关系很玄

我们是父女,可是我觉得我们比较像朋友、师徒

从小到大,我跟爸爸的关系就很密切

听妈妈说,小时候的我谁都不黏,就是黏爸爸

爸爸给我的远远超过一个父亲给予女儿的

爸爸就像是我人生的导师,指引我正确的方向

点亮了我渐渐昏暗的世界

爸爸对我来说,

很伟大、很有知识,是我第一个想依赖的靠山..



妈妈

我的妈妈很伟大,为了我们默默的付出了很多很多

联通的成功也是因为妈妈那傲人的厨艺和创意

妈妈不喜欢也不擅长表达她对我们的爱

以前的我不明白,

应该算是做了许许多多伤害妈妈的事吧

妈妈有着标准的刀子嘴豆腐心

嘴巴上可能说不在乎,但心里可能在意得要命

妈妈的厨艺很棒,虽然我并没有得到任何超群厨艺的遗传

妈妈对我来说,是我应该爱惜的对象,

尤其是在我浪费和伤害了妈妈这么多年后,这个感觉特别的强烈

最近变得很喜欢向妈妈撒娇,不懂为什么..



姐姐

我的姐姐很棒

可能她不知道她自己有多棒吧~

姐姐总觉得我的光芒一直闪耀着

让人家忽略了她

可是我想说,姐姐有的是我没有的

姐姐有坚强无比的毅力

一个人只身前来吉隆坡

没有其他人,一个人独立的生活

在我来了这里后,常常为了我东奔西跑的

为我准备了很多东西

让我的大学生活中注入了家的温暖

姐姐常常不知道她其实在我生命中注入了很温暖的元素吧



妹妹

我的妹妹很可爱

还记得在和妹妹讲电话时,朋友还以为是在和六岁的妹妹讲话

明明那时就已经中三了

妹妹很爱撒娇,但也很懂事

尤其是当我们都不在家里时

是妹妹扛下属于我们的责任

妹妹的内心也藏着许多的东西

妹妹其实是成熟的

只是妹妹从来不表现出来

我欣赏妹妹的乐天和贴心的行为

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他们是我的家人

是我挚爱的家人

我无法形容他们在我心里的地位

我从来都不知道的,

一直到我离开了家

从2007年3月16日起

我离开了家,就没有长期的呆在家里了

离开后,才知道他们有多重要

才知道愚蠢的自己浪费了多少的时间

所以,现在的我很努力的在做着弥补的动作

希望我可以对她们好一点

让他们感受到我的爱

*

爱是不需要说出口的,

爱是用行动来表示的..

Study Week without Studying..

Yes, it is just like the title of this blog..
Study week without studying..
It's already Thursday and I haven't really get in touch with books in details..
For the first time in my life, I don't know how to start and where to start..
I think I'm going to kill myself if I still wasting time and effort like this..

No idea what I can do to motivate myself back to study..
No idea man..

=(

情有独钟..

不懂为什么

我就是对这个部落格情有独钟

可能它记录了我很多的回忆

可能它是我第一个部落格吧

可能我知道它是朋友们会看的部落格吧

有想过帮它搬家

换了blogspot的,可是感觉不对

还是喜欢这里

是我念旧吗?

不懂勒..

虽然现在我都没有再玩Friendster了

可是,我还是不舍得把它给关了..

这名副其实是我的。。

定下心来..

事到如今,已经没有什么东西好顾虑的了

应该做的是定下心来

好好想想自己可以做些什么

我每次都很喜欢鼓励别人

很喜欢说这句话

“如果你自己都不相信自己,那别人凭什么相信你呢”

向来的我都是自信的,

我应该重新得看看自己的表现

我应该相信自己的..

我应该定下心来的..

Clear direction needed..

I think I need a very clear direction.
I need to know what is my strengths and weaknesses.
I need to know the qualities of mine.
I need to know the expectations.

I need all that before I proceed
I just cannot see a very clear view of it
I know I'm not that good
I am still in this self-doubting stage..
Must clear this off a.s.a.p


Feeling stressSSsSsSssssSsSsSs....
=(

打电话

刚收到信息说可以免费打电话时

有股冲动想打电话给人

打了回家,没人听

打了给一个朋友,也没能通

打了给我的“上司”交待东西,谁知他没空听电话

翻了翻电话簿

居然可怜到没有一个人我可以打电话去的

Psykid,我怕大家都很忙

怕烦到大家,不敢打

我好可悲哦~~

爱情专家??

不懂为何

最近的我好像变成了爱情专家

身边好多朋友都陷入桃花泥里了

而我好巧的都在她们身边

不知不觉中就成为给予意见及看法的人

好笑的是,本小姐毫无实践经验可谈

贸贸然成了别人的爱情军师不懂会不会害了她们呢??

=P

Thoughts..

Recently, I'm quite busy and quite free
Busy in the sense of the pack schedule of my study + AIESEC works
Free in the sense of my mind..

Whenever I have time, I used it just to play game, relax and things that I shouldn't pay attention on
Perhaps I'm too busy that whenever I have free time, I'll unconsciously ignored all the burdens and stuff
Maybe this is a way of releasing my stress?
Maybe this is one of the way for escaping?

Quite a lot of things happen in this month where I never expect it to happen,
One of the most unexpected is I'm going exchange
I'm now the VP elect of AIESEC
I'm facing problems with friend,
I'm facing too calm emotion during exam,
I'm too passive in term of making effort in the friendship that crack a little

These are the thing that I faced, I dunno why,
But I just cope it like that.
It is like I'm too ok with it
but I know that I'm not.

Talking about exchange,
there are things that I don't know and this would be my 1st time to go abroad
Besides wanted to be independent and to see the world,
Inside me, there is a corner in my heart that covered by fear..

Talking about taking up the responsibility of VP,
I'm scared whether I'm really that tough and strong to be the leader
I'm scared about my performances through out the term
I'm scared about it might affect my study
I wanna remain my results in the range that I wish it would be

Talking about the friendship problems,
I'm too passive to take action anymore
I'm tired of it already
I'm too busy to spend time to think about the problems
I'm afraid that if actions that I took will affect it even worst

There are lots of thing that happen
but I still having no clear direction on how to overcome it
Yet I'm too calm..
It's like these are things that not related to me..
I don't know what happen to me indeed.
Just hope that things will run smoothly as I wish it to happen.

想念

不懂为什么,我开始想念了

想念我的好朋友们

很想和她们聊一聊

无奈,大家又分隔多地

聊不了..

我想念品莹

我想念婉菱

我想念玉娇

我想念卓敏

我想念你们..

如果你们看到这篇部落格时,

不妨在MSN或FB留下你们脚步

让我回味也好~

真的想念你们,

想念大家聚在一起的日子

想念大家一起疯癫的时候

想念着..

伤口上撒盐的滋味..

在伤口上撒盐的滋味,

已经不是第一次尝试了,可为何还是有点痛呢?

我以为我已经麻木了..

我不断地回想,过去的种种,一切一切我经历过的

我以为我已经成熟到可以接受任何打击的阶段了

可,今天我才天真地发现,原来自己并不是

*

一个缘字很重要,

它把不同世界的人连接了起来

它也把不同世界的人分隔了起来

我不想做多余的猜测也不想做多余的揣摩

相信缘会把我带到我应该面对的人、事、物

*

有时候很想呐喊!

想呐喊说,我也会有累的时候

我不是铁人,我不是!我不是!!

有时候我也需要人家反过来关心我

我累了,

每每都是我主动地关心、踏出第一步

很想问说,是否也有人记得我呢?

记得说我也是个普通人,

我也是个需要关心、需要爱的一个人..

不想浪费眼泪再无必要的地方,虽然有些已不自觉地流出

我也很忙,没有时间浪费在那里..

文章的最后,想告诉自己说

“张恩万是坚强的,我不怕未来有多苦多难,只要坚持信念,绝望也会变成希望”

Clearer mind

After a long talk with a friend, finally get back a clearer mind..
Through that talk, I realized that there so much that I missed out..
Perhaps sometimes, I am too ego to admit my own mistakes and blind-spots.
The friend of mine told me that understanding is a very important element in sustaining relationship, in all kind of relationship..
No matter is with family members, friends or even lover.

It's really been a long time that I'm blind in these area.
Really a big thank you for getting me back to this clearer stage.
I know what to do up next already..
Thanks again ya.. ^^

久违的更新

好久都没有更新部落格了,

是累了吗?是没有灵感吗?

好像都有吧..

*

最近的我依然忙碌的没话说,

可每天都有时间上网检阅电邮等等的

好久都没有开MSN了,

因为真的很不想去CHAT

一旦MSN一开,当有人敲你时,多多少少也要回复一下

但我就是很懒...

*

有个消息要分享,

我申请了Exchange,明天晚上会去面试

不懂会不会过,但至少我告诉说我尝试过

如果过了,我会很开心吧!

因为终于可以冲出马来西亚,到外面去看看世界

*

话说回来,最近的我好像有点低落

因为种种的问题,让我不自觉地担心起来

最近发现自己越来越接受不了某个朋友的言行举止

因为太假了吗?

还是因为看不过眼?

我想都有吧!因为太假所以看不过眼吧..

很想说,开心就是开心,不开心就是不开心

为什么要装呢?

难道不开心的时候装作一副很开心的样子会让自己开心点吗?

也不想和她摊开来说,

因为我觉得最近的她总是误解我的意思

算了吧,如果是真的误会的话,时间会证明一切的..

*

说到课业,我还真的蛮佩服自己的淡定

明明就有很多东西等着自己,

可是我还可以慢慢磨的

不想给自己压力也不是这样吧!!

还有几个星期就考试了,书动都还没动

手上又有好几个Research,接下来的我应该也就是忙得焦头烂额了吧!!

加油加油加油~~~~

LCP election in TuC

Last saturday, we went to TuC for the central region LCP election..
Oh ya, LCP means Local Committee President and TuC means Taylor University College
It's been a long day over there..
Don't wanna talk much about the process because it might be boring for those that are not interested in..
What I can say is that it is a great experience when you see your friends are up there giving out speeches and trying to convince us their ability to become LCP in the coming term..
I kinda can understand their feelings and when you see them trying their best to achieve their dreams, it is kinda touching..

But when it come to the results part, I am kinda surprise and not..
I know it's weird when I say that but this is what I feel..
Way before the election, I had this kind of feeling where this thing might happen
But I don wish that to happen because I can see the passion and spirit within him
Not saying that she don have the passion and spirit, but I just hope that both also will pass the VoC (Voice of Confidence) and they will have equal chance for the LCP position ma..
This is just because I can see both of them having the great passion and spirit for it..

Just feel a bit unfair and pity toward him
Don't really know the reason for his lost but he's almost there.. just two more..

Besides that, I felt happy for the other candidate as well where she did her best and her hardwork pay in the end..
All the best for her interview later, I believe she can do it de..

A better emotion regulation

I wish that I had that..
Recently I'm doing the proposal regarding emotion..
The more I touched about emotion, the more I discover that I am not really good in emotion regulation..
I wish that I have a better EQ..

I did change a lot but all that are still not sufficient to make me a better person..
When doing assignment, I do need more and more patience to explain and accept others' POV
When doing AIESEC TM stuff, I do need to be more and more understanding when you are working with the person that you besong
When doing nothing in the room, I do need more and more passion and motivation to ensure that I'm in track..

I always wish that I can become a successful motivator where I able to motivate and help people..
But now the matter is that, seems like need to overcome the emo problems before I manage to motivate people..
This few weeks, there too many things happened that forced myself to look into this problem..
Gosh, do you know that within this few weeks, how many things and also people around me that I felt besong to..

Haiz, I wish I have a better emotion regulation...


我的爱,不想那么帅

这是一本小说,是校园小说

可以说得上一本有意思的书

作者运用很细腻的形容方式将主角的心思写出

很清楚地带出了青少年叛逆、懵懂无知和不知所措的心态

小说内没有轰轰烈烈的爱情

有的却是细水长流的感情..

女主角背后的故事使得她的人生在灰黑的色彩中度过

然而,她有幸的遇上她的曙光,使得光彩渐渐回到她的生命中

*

我之所以将它写下是因为我深深地感受得到作者的用心

一本小说要在万千本书中脱颖而出不简单

要让人看了依然念念不忘更是不容易

要写本畅销可又不失意义的书所花费的心思和时间应该不少吧!

*

看了它,让我觉得爱情,不一定要轰轰烈烈

不一定是细水长流

但唯一可以确定的是,

它一定是属于你自己独一无二的爱情故事

除此之外,看完它后,我觉得自己很幸福

因为我有疼爱我的家人

关心我的朋友

和永不自我放弃的灵魂

proposals..

Yea, now I'm straggling with two proposals..
one for kaedah eksperimen and another one is for kaedah penyelidikan
two different topic but need to hand in in the same week
Am doubting whether I can handle that smoothly or not..
Besides these two proposals, there are still bundles of assignments
Less time for me now compare to last sem but I hope I can do well in self-management
No more time wasting on Facebook, novel, games and drama...
Most of my time will be occupied by studies, assignments, AIESEC TM stuff, Kolej activities..
Hope that the outcome for this time is what I wish to see in future..

新生活方式

从这个学期开始,我就告诉自己一定要有所改变

在我枯乏的生活中增加了许多的活动和节目

大学第二年了,我希望自己的大学生涯是精彩的

而不是由书本陪伴着度过的三年

这是为什么我决定参与AIESEC和额外多学德语

AIESEC给与我的东西我不会形容

它包含太多太多了

在里头我学会了如何不怕生、多方面地去探讨会员们的问题、认识不少人

我想,我在TM的经验真的可以帮到我很多

无形中,我会把课业上学到的东西实践在会员们身上

我想,我最爱的应该是如何去引导和影响别人吧!

说到德语,是真的有点头痛

不是很懂得

但我想只要我相信,我一定可以的~~~

这些东西都不是在我原先计划中的,

但我去觉得它们的存在让我更加的珍惜时间

我的第二年第二学期将会是超级无敌地忙碌

但我相信我将会乐在其中...

看时机的生气

原来很多时候,并不是说生气就生气

即使是生气也不能表现出来

即使有万分的委屈和不甘也不能痛痛快快地表现出来

为了顾全大局而生的闷气

或许是我笨吧!

每次有什么不爽我都会第一时间说明

倾诉不愉快的当儿反而被人责备

天啊!当下我需要的是安慰、是谅解

而不是责备...

这让我明白说很多时候,我们都是看着别人脸色过日子的

本以为这已经是个平等的世界,

谁知原来不是的...

受了多少委屈我不想说

今天真的让我明白说我的决定是对的

我的确不适合在继续下去了

2010 年的 新希望

告别了 2009

也告别了一切不好的人事物

步入新的一年就应该有新的希望

新的一年也只希望说一切都顺顺利利

*

就在我们倒数2010年时,

我幸运地目睹了长达几分钟的烟花

在那刹那间我明白烟花为何名为烟花了

当我头一仰,映入眼帘的是一朵朵绚烂华丽的花

此花开就仅此几秒

看到此景我不禁感触起来

不知如果我对着那绚烂的烟花许起愿来的话

那愿望是否会成真呢?

如果我的愿望和祝福都会随着烟花残余的粉末而飘向远方

那,这效果会否如同人们对这流星许愿呢?

无论如何,那也只不过是种想法罢了

*

烟花,或许就是2010内让我领悟的第一件物品吧!

很多人努力了一生

追求的或许就是如烟花般的绚烂华丽

可是人们都忘了说,烟花虽美却无法长存

绚烂后也只能随风而逝

*

这会是一个很好的领悟

我想2010年是在提醒自己这是安分守己的一年吧

与其追求烟花般绚烂但短暂的梦想

我宁愿为自己定下一个平凡可是安稳的目标

不让自己的2010年因为追求而追求

人生应该是逍遥的

再平凡的梦也会因为真实而变得美丽

2010

Today is already the 3rd day of 2010..
Not able to update the blog as the new year come along
Yet manage to make some wishes..

I dare not hope for lots of things but just a few..
I hope this year I'll manage to handle obstacles in a better way
Hope that 2010 will be a good year for me..
Hope that in 2010, all my family members will stay in good health
Hope that "Lian Thong" business maintain as it is now
Hope that God bless that sis get into Matric

Haha.. that's really not a few but quite a lots le~~
but never mind, as a whole, I hope that 2010 will be a good year for all...

Christmas Celebration


This year christmas wasn't as usual where I usually celebrated in Penang with my family members
So, this year christmas was a bit different and special...

Celebrating christmas at Sunway with Kelly AMY, MeiWen, Qiqi, Sharon, AiMing, ShuShean and a few of Kelly AMY friends...
It was great when hanging out with friends although there's nothing much that we had done..
1st time going MOS, honestly, I think it was terrible, the atmosphere made me wanna vomit..
Hmm... maybe that would be the sign that I am not suitable to be inside ba!!
I love dancing, but not that kind of random type of shaking here and there ba..
Square dances are 1000000000 times more fun and enjoyable!!!



at Sunway

after countdown, we went to Asia Cafe near there after chitchat for around 1 hour, we headed back to Kelly's house..
after settle down everything, it's almost 4 in the morning le...
Thought there would be any pillow talk session, but I guess everyone was too tired to have that ba..
Just talk a little bit of gossip then we all surrendered..

The next morning, we went to IOI mall to have Movie of ALVIN and the Chipmunks 2
It's nice anyway!!
Walking here and there after the movie ended and went back at around 5pm..
I was along with Qiqi and MeiWen, heading to MV because I suppose to meet up my sister there while both of them going back UKM lo..

ThE other thing that I wanna share is that I finally watched AVATAR le..
It's really nice and make people start to realize what we exactly did and what exactly happened in this world.
Not only the story line make me feel enjoy watching it, but also the scene..
There were too many beautiful scenes..
If you had the chance, go and watch it.. It's worthy!!!

2009 Christmas with no christmas dinner
no exact countdown
not in Gurney Penang
but with Friends
with Sister and her BF
with 2 movies
and ShoPping~~
Not that bad BUT I Enjoyed it :)


while waiting to enter the hall

悲伤的冬至

冬至,应该是一家人团圆的时候
可是今年的冬至,却是充满眼泪的

眼睛哭到累了
事情却好像越变越糟
不想告诉别人到底发生了什么事
明天看到我红肿的双眼
请不要问我

BlogsSsSs...

It's been quite sometime that I din't update my blog le..
Because I'm now helping my dad at our own family business ma..
Everyday after work will be very very tire, so ma no energy to write any blog liao lo..

By the way, talking back to the topic, "BlogsSsSs..."
Why would it be le??
Because I just realize that among my secondary classmates, almost all of them have at least a blog..
and most of them are connected..
unlike me, my blogs usually visited by my Uni frens and a couple of my best frens..

Perhaps, this is what make me different from them gua..
During my form 4 form 5 time, never doubt that there are bundles of groups among our class
and as I know, there is a huge group among that and if not mistaken they are still connected
I guess this is what make up prejudice ba, categorization ma..
Till now, I still do not have good impression and perception about them..
I do not know what to say about that but as I mentioned before,
there wasn't much good memory about them, neither the whole class..

Perhaps I'm the kind of who do not like to form big big group but a small small group???
hmmm.. wondering..
Even now, when I'm back in Taiping,
I just hang-out with couple of my best frens niah..
I never hope that I will have a bundle of close frens, but I really hope that I can maintain the friendship between 5 of us..
It's neither a big number nor a small number
just hope to maintain it lo...

BlogsSsSs...
I guess blog really can help in maintaining relationship and also letting us to understand someone more
Yet, I'm the only one that like to blogging always
I'm the one that always write and the rest 4 of them always reading lo..
Not saying tired of it
because I really love to express it out in blog sometimes
but, If let says the rest of them also start blogging frequently, then it's a better way for us to understand each other ma..
Knowing them for almost 8 years liao, but still not really know very very deep..
just Hope Hope Hope and hope lo...

暂别

我想是应该趁我还有些些的时间

告诉大家我将暂别这个部落格咯

没想到的是,假期的我反而更加的忙碌

最近的我都在帮忙我爸店里的生意

等到放工时,我都已经累得不想多动了

更不用说频频的更新部落格了

所以,我在这里郑重地宣布,

“我的。。”将停止更新一直到我有空为止吧!!

应该也是以两个月以后的事吧~~

掰掰咯大家~~

^^

2012

曾经答应说我会把它写下的

好吧!那就简简单单的把握地感受写下吧!

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2012,是我在第一次无眠长达31小时后去看的

也是第一次坐在第一排

可以想象到说我是看的有多么的辛苦吧

但很惊奇的是,我看到最后并没有什么辛苦的感觉了

一切一切都被那震撼和感动的画面被掩盖过了

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不想透露太多故事内容

可是我想分享我的感受···

不想隐瞒说2012的几个画面让我忍不住地泪流满面

不至于稀里哗啦的哭法

但就是那种泪盈满眶、眼泪忍不住自己掉下来的那种

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让我感动的地方有很多

因为2012着重的是人情

有许多幕让我不禁的感慨起来

2012显现的是人性

人性的丑陋、人性的伟大等等的

我真的很想说,2012真的是一部值得一看的电影

我不懂别人的感受

但,我想,这是一部让我想很多的电影

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如果,2012年,世界末日真的发生了

那我想,我会是认命的那位

当然,如果我真的注定要死于这世界末日

我不会反抗

但我会回想起我活在世上的每个日子

至少我可以很光荣的告诉自己说,

我没有白活过···

感觉上,有些许的悲观

但我认为是乐观

因为我感谢老天爷让我在世的20多年来,

不曾留下遗憾

至少现在的我是没有遗憾的..

感谢天让我有爱我的家人

感谢天让我有关心我的朋友们

感谢天让我曾经有过无数的朋友,即使有些已经不是了

感谢天让我曾经有过最光辉的日子

感谢天让我曾经拿过第一、代表过学校去全国赛、还有在千人面前指挥过

感谢天给了我无数的喜怒哀乐

让我可以很理智地度过我的人生...

怎么感觉上我好像在留我的遗言一样呢?

别误会啦,这只是很感性的想法罢了

即使2012年世界末日真的会发生

我依然会积极地活下去

因为我不会做让自己后悔的事的!!!

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2012真的很棒!还没看的朋友一定要看~~~

What A wonderful nite with my lovely Psykid sisters~~

At first I thought of writing this blog post when I just arrived at my friend's hostel..
Ya, now I am staying illegally at my friend's hostel in UKM Titiwangsa with another friends of my la..
But din manage to do that because that we need to rush for the 2012 movie which is shown up at 3Pm lo... Rushing there made me failed to do that la, but it's really a EXCELLENCE show!!!!
I'll share about that in the next coming blog post la!!

Talking back to the title of this blog post, I really wanna share about the night that I spend with my lovely Psykid sisters.
Although this is not the first time having the Psykid Trip which we called it as PT,
and not the first time go Pasar Malam and having pillow talk
But that would be the first time that we actually spend the whole night in different places lo..
The most COOL part for me is that total 13 of us actually drive 4 cars with around 3 persons in the car wor..
It's really 拉风to me la.. p/s: it means that very cool and geng la..
and the second part of that is that we finally go and visit Melia's house le~~~
Melia, do allow me to say this!!!!
It's really a big and fantastic house that I ever stay over in!! and the part that make me feel so impressive is that the design of the whole house was handle by her father..
What a talented father, really extra ordinary lo~~
The first impression of me toward her room is that: It's a hotel room, not a normal person's room!!
I believe that now you guys can imagine about that le~~~

After Pasar Malam, we actually when Ampang's Look-Up-Point
It's the first time for me to do that la
Quite impressive to see the night scene in KL
and quite touchy and really got feeling when I saw that de~~
After 12, then we get back into car and headed back to Melia's house.

After all of us settle down, it's already almost 2 in the morning le..
as usual, there's a pillow talk session!!
This time it's a bit too short compare to the previous session lo..
still, I think that the topic are still the same la~~ hehe^^
The reason that it was short is because our dear Sharon need to go to LCCT before 5.25am...
and the main point here is that our dear ShuShean offer herself to drive her there..
For me who never been to airport offer myself to squeeze along la..
Through and flow almost consume us 2 hours..
Within that 2 hours, I really impressed!!
Our ShuShean is really GENG and I totally salute her!!!!!

The consequence of following along make me break my own record!!
For the first time, I din sleep for 24 hours le~~
and now, actually I'm making another record le!!
Now is 10Pm, means I din sleep for almost 38 hours le~~~~
What a record!!!!!!
^_^v

蜕变中

我不一样了

真的不一样了

就像毛毛虫一样,蜕变成了蝴蝶了

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所谓的蜕变

代表的是我的思想

以前的我会抗拒很多东西

虽然现在还是会抗拒某些

但至少我变得更加的沉稳了

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我很感谢也很感恩说

在我大学生涯中

有一班和我有如家人般亲密的系友们

她们真的好像我的家人一样

让我第一次感受到自己原来是那么如此的不一样

我们总共有十八位

而我很意外的,成了老幺

因为我通常都是朋友堆中扮演老大的角色的

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我想,她们是见证我蜕变的最好人证吧

不懂她们有没有发现到呢??

很好奇~~

我想,我应该好好地介绍一下她们+他吧!!

~::*Psykid家族*::~

大姐:Grace

她是我们之中唯一不大懂得华语的,可是她却蛮有心得在学着

是个很可爱又直爽的女生

跟她在一起让我明白了很多有时我看不开的东西

也让我的英文进步不少吧!!

她是我会倾诉的对象,虽然不多

二姐:淑璇

一开始觉得她很酷

不爱参我们

不爱给予任何的表情,

是AIESEC CommunicationDepartment的Executive

可是,当我最近参了AIESEC后,发现原来她还蛮废的

而且还蛮爱酸我的,可以感觉到我们的距离有挪进了一大步了

三姐:沁怡

老实说,我跟沁怡的交接好像不是很多

不过,她是一个很爽直的人

不会是没有话题聊的朋友

四姐:雪倪

曾经为我的经历而哭泣的朋友

当时我还蛮感动的,因为从来就没有人为我自己的经历流泪过,除了自己

最近不懂怎么了,好像没什么交接了

或许她很忙吧!常常都没法看到她

五姐:琬淋

唯一一个跟我好友同名的

不过写法不大一样啦

跟沁怡是好好好友,同样的,我跟她的交接也不多

她很忙的,是华文班的秘书

很爱华文班

六姐:美妏

我想,没有人比她认识我更久了吧

我们常常被人说是姐妹,

可是我们一点都不像啊

她是我在大学里第一个真心想把她当好友的人

虽然我们两人的想法有时候很不一样

摩擦是有的,可是我们还是依然那么友好

七姐:李舫

她是我FacNite是的伙伴

感觉上很文静,可是其实还蛮多话聊的

我觉得她是很女人的代表

有个稳定的男友,应该快结婚了吧??

记得请我们喝你的喜酒哦~~

八姐:李韵

她跟李舫是双生儿

可是跟姐姐却有着不一样的感觉

她给我很女孩的感觉

让人想保护的对象

可是她对自己很没有信心

好想告诉她说你其实很好了,要有信心嘛!!

九姐:颖怡

她是个很传统的女生吧!

所谓传统不是代表保守

而是说,她很温柔贤惠

颖怡有着很招牌的咪咪眼,看了让大家都可以深深地感受到那喜悦的感觉

十姐:美君

她也是一个很温柔、文静的女生

感觉上静静的、也很随和

在饥饿30活动里,有着让我惊讶不已的表演

那举动让我深深地记得香香和蕉蕉

十一姐:韵璇

她是让我觉得跟自己很像的人

很爱看她的部落格

她也和六姐一样,是我部落格的常客

她们的留言都是鼓励我继续的动力

还记得刚开始的时候觉得她很“大姐”

并不是很爽

可是,也不懂从何时开始

慢慢地看到了不一样的见解

原来她并不是我以为的那样

十二姐:翠婷

她讲话有点串,表情也很串

可是我们都知道那是她的Pattern了

她很爱上网,几乎每次上网都会看到她

基本上,她是负责我们Psykid家族的IT事务

凡是跟IT有关的,我想大多都是她在搞的.. 佩服佩服!!

她也是个很关心我的姐姐,虽然我没告诉她她问我的那些..

十三姐:祖儿

她很随和、亲切

有时候有点Blurblur

有着自己的一段故事,但依然很坚强的面对

最近的她很幸福,希望幸福永远跟随她

十四哥:兴杰

他是我们当中唯一的男丁

该说是幸还是不幸我也不知道

我觉得有时候他还蛮可怜的

因为是唯一的男生,

所以常常被指点去做东西.. 而我就是常常那么做的那位~~ ^^

不过,总的来说,他是个理解能力很强的人,居然在大学中拿过4 flat!!!

十五姐:Sharon

她是个很有想法的女生

喜欢各式各样的民族服饰

很爱睡觉,因为每次叫她一起吃午餐时,她缺席的理由就是回去睡觉

跟她还算不错,因为大家会分享用电饭煲的心得嘛!

十六姐:美怡

她就像个傻大姐一样

长得很像日本妹、有千金小姐的气质

虽然她并不是千金小姐啦!

但她很亲切、很真挚

是大家煲戏时重要的角色,因为她就是那供应商啊!!

十七姐:秀淇

她是我大学唯一一个室友

虽然现在大家都是一个人一间房啦

她是个心思细腻的人

有时候很敏感,会想很多的人

我觉得反而现在我更加地了解她了,

适当的距离让我们的摩擦少了,

从而让我发现更多她的世界..

而我,就是那第十八妹

不是很喜欢十八妹的称呼,

觉得有点很俗气

可是大家好像很爱那么叫我,尤其是十一姐!!!

算了吧,大家开心就好啦~~

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天啊!我居然花了接近两个小时多来形容她们+他

真是佩服自己的能耐啊!!

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